Chapter Ninety-Five He couldn't hear me speak
"Xiao Yue——" I don't know who called me, I turned around and saw Zhao Yinan and Gu Yueshuo walking towards this side with tense expressions. I, who had cried until my eyes hurt, suddenly shed tears again.
I threw my arms around Zhao Qian and burst into loud sobs on her shoulder, "Qian, it's all my fault, I'm the one who harmed him!" Zhao Qian's voice was choked with sobs, "Xiao Yue, don't blame yourself, this has nothing to do with you!"
"It was me, if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have gone back to pick up the necklace, I'm the one who got him into trouble!"
"Xiao Yue, don't be like this, believe that your brother will be fine!" Gu Yu Shuo patted my back, the more he said this, the more I felt sad...
"Waa... sorry...... it's all my fault..."
"Which one of you is his family member?" A nurse walked over and asked us.
"I am, I am his brother!" Gu Yue Shuo walked over.
"Come with me to fill out a form over here!" She said, and then she took Gu Yue Shuo away.
Zhao Zhi Ruo helped me to the side chair, using a tissue to wipe away my tears. "Okay, little Yue, don't cry anymore. Good grief, you're burning up and your whole body is drenched in sweat. I'll get Shuo to take you home right away!"
"No, I won't go back, I don't want to leave him, I'll wait here for him to wake up!" I grasped Zhao Yinan's arm and begged. Zhao Yinan looked at me with a pained expression, tears streaming down her face.
I don't know how many hours have passed, but for me, every minute and every second felt like an eternity. Now the surgical indicator light finally went out, and the doctor walked out from inside. I rushed to the front of the doctor, grabbed his sleeve, and anxiously asked: "Doctor, how is he? Is he still alive?" I looked at him with a hopeful face, hoping he could give me a positive answer.
The doctor looked at me and shook his head, "I'm very sorry, we've done our best! He..."
"No, no, I don't want to hear it, don't stop!" I covered my ears, not wanting him to say another word. Gu Yue Xuan is dead, right? He's gone, he left me...
Suddenly everything went black and I fainted...
A month later
"Xiao Yue, you're here again!" I walked down the corridor of the First People's Hospital, and a friendly nurse greeted me. I nodded to her. It had been a month now, and I came here every day. The nurses here were all familiar to me!
I arrived at the door of room 305, took a deep breath, smiled and said "Xuan, I'm here, why are you still sleeping?" I pushed open the door and walked in, the thick smell of medicine was intoxicating my senses, but now I've grown to like this smell.
In the ward, on the bed with white sheets, Gu Yue Xuan was sleeping there. I walked over and put the chicken soup in my hand on the side table, and also inserted the fresh flowers one by one into the vase. "Do you know? The chicken soup is what I just learned, don't know if it's good to drink or not, but Xiao Zhen said it's very delicious! So I want to hear your opinion!"
I know I'm stupid, knowing he won't respond to me, but I still like talking to him over and over again. After waking up from that fainting spell, they told me Gu Yue Xuan didn't die, but he became a vegetable, might get better, or maybe spend the rest of his life bedridden.
One month, I learned a lot from the doctor. He told me that talking to patients often helps their condition, so I came every day and talked with him every day, but... I didn't hear him say a word back to me...
I sat down beside the hospital bed, looking at Gu Yue Xuan who was asleep. He had lost weight and his complexion was pale, but he still looked so handsome! I held his hand, which was still warm to the touch. "Xuan, do you know? Yesterday, Shuo's band won the Best Group award in this year's music scene, and his original song 'Such Love' also won the Best Original Song award! Although I didn't attend the awards ceremony, I watched it on TV, and he actually proposed to Zhi Mian on stage! Hehe, I saw how happy Zhi Mian looked!"
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"Hehe, and guess what? It snowed when I came today, it seems to be the first snow of this year. Don't know if you'll build a snowman or not, let's go together after you wake up?"
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"Not saying anything means you agree, if you regret it, I'll hit you with a snowball!" Tears welled up in my eyes as Gu Yue Xuan continued to sleep peacefully on the hospital bed, I knew he couldn't hear me talking.
"Xuan, you've really slept for too long! This is so tiring!" Tears finally couldn't help but flow down. I didn't want this to happen, I desperately wanted to wipe away my tears, but there were more and more, I couldn't wipe them all away!
"Xiao Yue, you're up pretty early today!" Zhao Zhi Nian's voice came from the doorway. I quickly wiped away my tears and stood up to see her and Gu Yue Shuo walking towards me with bouquets of flowers in their hands.
"Hehe, yeah, it's a holiday, so I came a bit earlier!" I forced out a smile.
"Xiao Yue, is your brother still the same? You come every day and you've lost a lot of weight, take care of yourself!" Gu Yueshuo said, taking off his black sunglasses. Gu Yuetian also liked wearing sunglasses, they looked very similar.
"Haha, I'm good! By the way, congratulations to you, yesterday was a huge success! Sorry I didn't make it to the scene, but I did watch the live stream!"
"Haha! Have you gone to see it?"
"Of course, I also saw you confess to Qianmo on stage!" As I said that, I glanced at Zhao Qianmo standing beside me, her face filled with happiness. "Shuo always does things beyond my expectations!"
"Haha!" I smiled and they were really happy like this.
"Right, Yezi said she's coming today too!" Zhao Yifen looked at her watch, it should be almost time!
As soon as Zhao Zhiqian's words fell, the familiar voice of Yezi came from the door, "Are you all here?" Yezi and Yang Zhenyu were walking towards this side with bouquets in their hands.
For a month now, they often come here, and Wei Er and Jiang Hao also come frequently. Every time everyone has something to say and laugh, only Gu Yue Xuan, he can't hear...
"Speak of Cao Cao and Cao Cao arrives!" Gu Yue said, taking the fresh flowers from Ye Zi's hand and placing them on the side table.
"Xuan, still the same as ever?" Ye Zi looked at Gu Yue Xuan on the bed and furrowed her brow.
"Hmm... don't know when I'll wake up!"
"He must be coming! Right, has he fallen? Why can't I see him?" Zhao Zhiyan looked at the door and asked.
"I called him this morning, but he said he had something on and couldn't come!" Yang Zhenyu replied.
Has he fallen? I haven't seen him for a long time, have I! Ye Zi told me that the last time Ou Yang fell asleep in the movie theater and waited all night. He didn't know what had happened until he got home the next day. I remember when I woke up, he was by my side, but I didn't talk to him. I didn't dare face him. Every time I saw him, I would lower my head and walk past him. We haven't spoken a word in a month. Is he doing well now?