Chapter 94: Gu Yue Xuan, Don't Die

  I was stunned, staring blankly at him, he, is this a confession?

  Gu Yue Xuan smiled gently, "Long-haired girl, I like you. Be my girlfriend!" He repeated again.

  I stared blankly at him, was he asking me to come here just to say these things? But aren't we friends? My heart started racing. Gu Yue Xuan looked at me with an expectant face, I gripped the bouquet in my hand and said: "Hehe, aren't we good friends?"

  "No, no! I said I like you, do you understand?" Gu Yue Xuan said, grabbing my arm.

  I understood, I had understood long ago, it's just that I've fallen for Ouyang Luo. The more I see him, the more I like him. My heart can't accommodate anyone else anymore. I lifted my head again, and my eyes met Gu Yue Xuan's clear gaze. "Gu Yue Xuan, I'm sorry!"

  His eyes suddenly dimmed, "Is it because of Ouyang Luo?" Looking at him, I suddenly felt how cruel I was.

  I didn't say a word, just staring blankly at him. He smiled faintly and said, "Is that really so? Am I not as good as him?"

  "No, no, it's not you, Gu Yue Xuan, you're great, it's just me..."

  "It's just that you don't like me!" Gu Yue Xuan finished saying the words I hadn't said, he let go of my hand and turned around. I looked at his profile, his bangs were too long and covered his ears, and there was always a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

  "Actually, I knew from the start, maybe I should have understood, but I didn't have a single thread of hope, yet I still wanted to try. Because you never had me in your heart!"

  "Bang——" It was as if something heavy had struck him, and looking at Gu Yue Xuan like this, my heart ached.

  "I'm sorry......" I'm sorry, now all I can say is sorry, I don't know what else to say to you.

  "Don't say sorry again, long-haired girl, I want to ask you one last time, I..."

  "Sorry......" I don't want to give him another chance because the outcome will be the same, all I can say is sorry......

  Gu Yue Xuan sneered and laughed, "Why don't you even give me this last chance?"

  I hung my head and didn't speak, not daring to look at her directly. He took out a necklace from his pocket and handed it in front of me, "I know you don't like flowers, so I made this, hoping you can accept it."

  The pendant of that necklace is a maple leaf, very delicate, and different from the one Ouyang Luo gave me. But I couldn't accept it, "Sorry, I can't take it!"

  "Will you grant me one last wish?"

  "I'm sorry..." Tears welled up in my eyes, and I turned away, not daring to look at him again. "Gu Yue Xuan, I have to go!" Before he could respond, I quickly ran off, leaving the Qiguang Plaza behind. Standing on the bustling street, I still held the pink rose Gu Yue Xuan gave me, and I cried, feeling so cruel...

  Gu Yue Xuan, I'm sorry, I don't deserve your affection. You're so outstanding, you'll find a girl who likes you, she won't hurt you like I did...

  I don't know how long I stood there, but suddenly I thought of my appointment with Ouyang Luo. I looked at the time and it was already 8 o'clock. Oh no, I'm late! Just as I was about to turn around and head to Qiguang Cinema, I saw people around me running towards the intersection in front. I took a look ahead and there were many people surrounding something.

  "Has there been a car accident? Come on, come on, let's go take a look!" The girl next to her pulled another girl and they also ran in that direction.

  Was there a car accident? An inexplicable premonition struck my heart, and I followed the crowd to the outside of the onlookers. However, there were many people, and I couldn't see what had happened in front.

  "Oh dear, it's really pitiful, being hit like that at such a young age!"

  "Yes, he seemed to have lost something and went back to pick it up after the light turned red, only to be hit by a car!"

  "What are you picking up? It's so valuable, don't you even care about your life?"

  "It seems like a necklace! He's been holding it in his palm all along!"

  "Bang——" It was as if I had been electrocuted, and Gu Yue Xuan's face flashed through my mind in an instant. Heaven, please don't play such a joke on me. I started to squeeze inside desperately, not knowing where the strength came from, and I really squeezed all the way to the front in an instant. The next second, I was scared stupid. A truck was parked there, and not far away, a familiar figure was lying down, surrounded by blood, all of it was blood...

  "Gu Yue Xuan, Gu Yue Xuan..." I rushed to his side in an instant, loudly calling out his name. But he didn't have any reaction...

  I knelt on the ground, struggling to hold up his body, tears streaming down my face like a fountain, my hands covered in blood, the white sweater stained bright red with blood, I kept shouting at Gu Yue Xuan lying in my arms.

  "Gu Yue Xuan... wake up... please open your eyes... I'm Dong Fang Yue... Gu Yue Xuan... wu... sorry... wake up... please..."

  Gu Yue Xuan's hand suddenly stretched out, but he didn't open his eyes. His hand was tightly grasping the maple leaf necklace, which was stained with blood. "Long-haired girl... if I... die, you mustn't... cry... like that... I will be... sad..." He said painfully, and suddenly, his hand slipped down.

  "No——Gu Yue Xuan, please don't die, don't die, hurry up and send him to the hospital, hurry, please save him, please...” I cried out loud, looking at Gu Yue Xuan who was motionless in my arms. Is he dead? No, no, Gu Yue Xuan, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, if not for that necklace in my hand, you wouldn't have gotten into the car accident, it's all my fault, all my fault...

  The sky suddenly started raining, did it also cry? The rainwater was kissing us wildly, I didn't know if it was tears or rainwater, my vision was all blurry. Why were the surroundings filled with bright red blood color? The world was quiet and terrifying, I repeatedly called out Gu Yue Xuan's name, but he seemed to have not heard, sleeping in my arms...

  I don't know how long it took for the ambulance to arrive, but I followed them to the hospital. I held onto Gu Yue Xuan's hand all along, but his hand was icy cold, without a hint of warmth, chilling me to the bone.

  "Miss, I'm sorry but you can't go in!" The nurse blocked me at the door of the operating room and also pulled open the hand that was holding Gu Yue Xuan's.

  "Doctor, please, please save him!" I begged, grasping the nurse's hand.

  "It's our duty to save lives, we'll do our best to save every patient, please don't worry!" I said and pushed him away, walking into the operating room myself. I was locked out of the door.

  Heaven, please, I beg of you, please let Gu Yue Xuan live. This is all my fault, punish me in any way you want, just don't take him away. He's innocent... If he's okay, I'll do anything you ask...

  Time flies second by second, I have been wandering outside the operating room, praying countless times in my heart, constantly comforting myself that Gu Yue Xuan will be fine...