Forever Single Man's Sentiment (Recommended 300 votes for extra update)

  Yu Tian seemed completely unsurprised, as if he knew I would pull him back. We just stared at each other in silence for a few seconds, then I couldn't take it anymore, turned around and closed the door.

  I knew Yu Tian had left, the sound of his footsteps came from outside the door, light and slow, as if he had lost strength. I leaned against the door and scolded myself in my heart, Yu Tian put the right to choose in my hands, why was I willing to believe others but not him.

  What if he is really serious about me?

  I understand, even if it's a slim chance, I'd rather not hurt Yu Tian than hurt others.

  I raised my head and it started raining outside again, even heavier than before. I cursed the weather and took an umbrella out with me.

  Yu Tian just walked out, seemingly at a pretty slow pace, but once I went out, I couldn't find him anywhere. I stood at the entrance of the building and looked around for half a day, his car was still parked downstairs, but he was nowhere to be seen.

  I'm a bit worried, I don't know if the wound on his head has fully healed, and whether he'll faint as soon as he gets wet. Thinking that he's still recovering from an illness, getting rained on might even cause him to collapse without anyone knowing, which makes me anxious. Anxious to the point where I rush into the rain without caring. My vision is blurry, and I can't see clearly anymore, so I loudly call out Yutian's name.

  Then I fell down, the ground was too slippery, I ran too fast, a standard dog-eating-shit posture, my forehead hit really hard.

  "Xi is delighted..."

  I lifted my head and looked at Yu Tian, who suddenly appeared in front of me. He was originally covering his head with his jacket, but as soon as he saw me, he covered me with the clothes instead. I was half-dragged and half-hugged by him back into the corridor, where I wiped away tears and laughed. Yu Tian had also become a drowned rat like me. I stood on tiptoes, my hands hooked around his neck, and pressed myself tightly against him, "Really good, you're not dead."

  Yu Tian smiled wryly, with a hint of helplessness, "How did I end up dying?"

  "I'm worried you're being unreasonable, aren't you saying your brain has a problem?"

  "There's something wrong with your brain." Yu Tian poked me on the head, "Tell me, why did you chase out here?"

  "I'm bringing you an umbrella."

  "Where is the umbrella?"

  I waved my hand, a neatly folded umbrella, cleaner than my body.

  Yu Tian couldn't help but laugh and cry as he took the umbrella over, "You're stupid."

  "I'm willing, so let you be the one to suffer from 'flesh' plan."

  Actually, both Yu Tian and I knew he wasn't there. Later, Yu Tian told me that he saw me hiding from the rain in the opposite corridor earlier, because when he looked up, he could see the window of my room, so he didn't notice me running out.

  The two of us quietly returned home, really quietly, even the little excitement that I couldn't hold back in my heart was covered by Yu Tian's hand, originally I wasn't too happy about him covering my mouth, but I suddenly licked his palm.

  Yu Tian endured and whispered in a very small voice, "Xie Xi, how can you be so 'vulgar'?"

  "That's still just 'coloring' you alone." I also said in a low voice, but I was very pleased with myself.

  Taking a bath is another major decision, Yu Tian means to take it together, and if not, it's like I've never taken one before. I disagree, I'm still very shy. In the end, the result of the argument was that Yu Tian went first, he washed quickly so I didn't have to wait too long.

  Yu Tian was taking a bath, I sat in the living room, my eyes occasionally glancing at the semi-transparent frosted glass 'door' of the bathroom. Yu Tian was right, I am a bit 'perverted', I really regret not putting a surveillance camera inside.

  In less than ten minutes, Yu Tian came out. I found an old set of clothes belonging to Lin Yue in the storage room and gave them to him. Yu Tian was unhappy about it, he would rather wrap himself in my Hello Kitty bath towel than wear Lin Yue's clothes.

  "When I hold you later, I don't want other people's clothes in between us."

  "It's true!" I sincerely despise Yu Tian, but somehow I also agree with him a bit. Yu Tian hugged me, with a piece of clothing filled with Lin Yue's scent in between us, which felt weird no matter how I thought about it.

  When I was about to take a bath, I threw Yu Tian's wet clothes into the washing machine and spun them around for a few rounds. Just as I was about to undress, Yu Tian opened the door a crack and poked his head in, "Where am I going?"

  This guy is really shameless, but now he's like this and I'm really worried about putting him in the living room.

  "You go to my room first."

  Yu Tian smiled slightly, that 'chicken' thief, before I used a towel to whip him, he had already run into my room.

  I don't know if it was my words that made Yu Tian misunderstand, but when I finished washing and went back to the room, I saw him lying on 'my' bed, covered with 'my' quilt, looking innocent and waiting for me like a little white face.

  "Who told you to sleep there, go to the floor." I glared at Yu Tian, my "bed" is a single bed, two people sleeping definitely very crowded, crowded and crowded until something happens that's not pure.

  Yu Tian Te looked at me innocently, "I'm still a patient, after all."

  "Put garlic."

  "Really." Yu Tian pulled my hand over and placed it on his head, and indeed, I could still "feel" a small lump. Having been hit in the head was something I had never experienced before, but I had seen it happen quite often on TV.

  I reluctantly agreed to let Yu Tian sleep on the "bed", but he had to promise not to do anything bad. Yu Tian promised very sincerely, and I knew he was slowly dismantling my psychological defenses, yet I still accepted it gladly.

  My "bed" is narrower than a single bed in a hotel. Lying side by side with Yu Tian, we are really too close.

  I said, "Move out a bit further."

  Yu Tian listened and moved a bit, after a while, we two stuck together again.

  "Go further out."

  "It'll fall off if it goes any further." Yu Tian replied pitifully.

  I looked out, and as a result, I was pulled by Yu Tian. My whole body was pressed against his, and he hugged me. Yu Tian brought his mouth closer to kiss me once, lightly, before I could get angry, he turned his head away.

  But I was still pressed by him, forced to hang my whole body on his, he pretended to be dead and asleep, but the strength in his hands was not small at all. And as I was oppressed by him like this, I suddenly felt a little bit of peace and tranquility.

  But can he really be at peace? When Yu Tian was almost asleep, I started shaking him hard and woke him up.

  "You still have something else to say, don't you?"

  "Huh?" Yu Tian rubbed his waist, still in a daze, "Let's talk about it tomorrow."

  "No way, you have to tell me now, or else you're leaving right away. You see, Lin and the others all said that you have a 'girlfriend'...and also, about that phone call at the hotel..."

  When he heard the three words "girlfriend", Yu Tian suddenly opened his eyes.

  I understand that this is a manifestation of guilt, being caught off guard, I'm a bit sad and disappointed. The disappointment after happiness is always amplified, but I have no way to really drive Yu Tian away.

  Yu Tian smiled, but his smile was somewhat forced, and it was clear that he had something on his mind. He stroked my face, "Xi, trust me, right now you're the only one I have. As for the phone call, it's not what you think, it was a misunderstanding. Just assume I did it on purpose to annoy you."

  "Really?"

  "Uh-huh."

  "Was there someone else before?"

  Yu Tian didn't respond, which is equivalent to tacit consent.

  I slowly got up from him and lay back to my original position. Actually, I always knew that even without Little Star, there would be a little moon and a little sun.

  But when he finally admitted it, I just couldn't accept it.

  "Yu Tian, tell me again, are you really not cheating on me? You only have me now, truly only me. If you dumped others for me, that's still not okay, I won't be a third party."

  Yu Tian hesitated for a moment, then nodded solemnly, although he had been hesitant, but didn't seem to be lying. And I, though suspicious, was willing to believe him.

  But I forgot, people will eventually lie, no matter what the purpose is. And Yu Tian, is also an ordinary person, he has buried a time bomb among us, which will sooner or later blow my life into chaos.

  I suddenly pulled Yu Tian's arm over and bit down hard, he always said my teeth were particularly sharp, that was because I had bitten him many times before, but he never got really angry with me.

  I bit him enough and then lay on top of him again, starting to kiss him very seriously, silently from the top of his head to his neck. I learned from the small movie and gently bit his Adam's apple, finally torturing Yu Tian until he couldn't bear it anymore.

  He turned over and pinned me down underneath him.

  I realized that things were developing beyond my control and I was depressed again. When Yu Tian started unbuttoning me, I stopped him.

  "It's no good."

  Yu Tian looked at me dazedly, it had come to this point, he might not know what I was still resisting, but he didn't force me, he just flipped over from my body and lay down again, then pressed my head on his shoulder and said softly, "Sleep."

  I hummed, closed my eyes, and couldn't sleep at all. I didn't want to do it with Yu Tian for two reasons. First, our house is small, Lin Yue's room is right next door, and my mom and Uncle Lin's room isn't far away either. If they heard any strange noises, that would be too embarrassing. Second, I really wasn't ready. Although I think Yu Tian is quite attractive, to be honest, I have zero experience in that area, and thinking about Yu Tian's experience possibly being in the hundreds made me even more unhappy.

  I didn't tell him that I actually have a very serious virgin complex. How could he let another bad woman develop it? I'm really sad.

  Yu Tian was also heartbroken like me, I knew he couldn't sleep either, a certain part of his body that was different from mine had been in a state of readiness, occasionally rubbing against me. In my heart, I said he deserved it, and continued to 'mess' around on my body.

  Day after day, deserving of death, deserving of death, deserving of death.