Chapter10

  Morning.

  Ren'ai Hospital

  The window of the ward was open, and the fine rain drifted in with the wind. The blue curtains fluttered gently in the summer rain, and the air was cool and refreshing.

  The transparent infusion tube flows quietly.

  Drop by drop.

  His left wrist was bandaged and he wore a blue-and-white striped hospital gown, leaning against the snow-white pillow with an expressionless face, staring out of the window without responding to the nurse's voice telling him to lie down and rest.

  The rain has been falling continuously.

  Yin Tang Yao gazed out the window, he seemed to have frozen in place, not moving at all. The diamond on his nose also lost its luster, as if it had been stripped of its soul.

  Pei You sat on the sofa beside the bed, staring at Yin Tangyao for a long time before he couldn't help but ask in a low voice:

  "What happened after all?"

  Yin Tang Yao was stubbornly silent.

  Pei You got up and walked to the bedside, looking at him: "Tell me, what happened? Why did you suddenly fall ill? Dean Ren said it was lucky that he was sent to the hospital in time, otherwise..."

  Silently flowing into Yin Tangyao's left wrist.

  Yin Tang's lips were pale.

  A fragile vulnerability in an unyielding expression.

  "Yin Auntie stayed up all night by your bedside, although she didn't say a word, everyone could tell she was worried about you." Bae-oo sat down beside his bed and said, "I know there are some things you don't want to tell your mom, but can't you tell me? From childhood till now, we've always been the most trustworthy of each other, right?"

  Pei You patted his shoulder.

  A warm smile on the lips.

  Slowly——

  Yin Tangyao turned his head, his voice a little hoarse: "The person who donated the heart to me, was his name... Pei Yu?"

  "Pei Ao..."

  Pei You was taken aback. He had also heard this name from Xiao Mi before. For some reason, every time he heard this name, it felt like something was hitting his chest.

  "Is it him?"

  "I'm not clear." When doing the heart transplant surgery, he hadn't even graduated from undergraduate studies yet. Although he is now a graduate student under Dean Ren, Dean Ren has almost never mentioned that operation again.

  "You, help me find out." Yin Tangyao said in a low voice.

  Pei You rubbed his nose and sized him up: "What's going on? Does this have something to do with your illness this time? Pei Ao... who exactly are you?"

  Yin Tang's eyes suddenly dimmed, his lips pursed tightly. His expression startled Pei You, who felt a growing sense of unease in her heart and didn't dare ask further.

  "Okay, I'll go check and tell you when I find out."

  Pei You smiled and said.

  The ward fell silent again.

  There is only the sound of light rain pattering down.

  "Are you having a fight with Xiao Mi?" Pei You thought for a moment, and finally asked. It must be love, only love can make Yao happy as if he was on cloud nine just a few days ago, but overnight, he became miserable as if he had fallen into hell.

  Yin Tang's face was expressionless, but his lips seemed even paler than before.

  "She is right outside."

  Pei You furrowed his brow, unsure of what had happened and how to help him and her resolve the issue.

  "Last night, it was Xiao Mi who sent you to the hospital. When you were being rescued, she kept crying. After the situation stabilized, she stood guard outside the ward, not eating or drinking or sleeping, just sitting on a long bench and weeping. I asked her to come in and see you, but she just shook her head and said that if you saw her, you would get angry."

  He had never seen a girl with so many tears.

  She cried quietly, not wanting to be seen, and buried her head in her knees. But every time he went out, seeing her huddled back faintly, he knew she was still crying, tears seeming to shine like stardust through her body in the air.

  Bae Yoo gazed at Yun Tae-oh's expression which gradually turned cold on the hospital bed:

  "Do you want to see her?"

  Outside the window, fine rain patters against the leaves.

  Transparent rain.

  The leaves are newly green.

  Yin Tang Yao's heart was filled with a cold, aching pain. His expression was lonely and stubborn, his eyes were icy, the corners of his mouth curled up, and his voice was as cold as ice:

  "Tell her, it's already been a month overdue."

  Outside the ward.

  Xiaomi sat on the long bench, she dazedly raised her head, staring at Pei You in front of her, her eyes were red and swollen like walnuts, her face was full of dirty tear stains.

  "Is it already overdue for a month?"

  She repeated in a low voice, then smiled bitterly. Alright, she understood Yin Tao's meaning, he didn't like her, it was just because he found the diamond at the fountain that he agreed to date her for a month. The time was up, and naturally they broke up, and he and she would no longer have any relationship.

  Is that so?

  But why did her heart suddenly feel like it had cracked open a black hole, which was constantly expanding and swirling, roaring to tear her into endless remorse and self-blame. She bit her lip tightly, desperately trying to tell herself that it was so! Yin Tao didn't like her! So she hadn't really hurt him! However, no matter what, she couldn't forget the weak and painful eyes under the tree shadow at night, and his pale purple lips...

  She is a sinner...

  It was her selfishness that hurt Yin Tao Yao.

  Xiaomi's lips were pale, her body trembling as if she was about to collapse. When she finally realized the cruelty of what she had done, at this moment, she suddenly lost all courage. She wanted to escape, to flee far away and not think about anything.

  "I understand..."

  She forced a pale and weak smile on Pei You, hastily bowing to him, somewhat incoherently: "That's good... I'm leaving... If he has anything... Please you... No... I... Sorry..."

  She was like a child who had gotten into trouble and lost her composure, at this moment she only wanted to flee!

  "Wait!"

  Bai You saw her looking hurt and flustered as she prepared to leave, and instinctively reached out to grab her shoulder, calling out to stop her.

  She looked up at him in alarm.

  He quickly walked into the nurse's rest room next door, took out an umbrella and handed it to her with a smile: "It's raining outside."

  "......thank you." She stood there dazedly holding onto her umbrella.

  "...There is..." He hesitated for a moment, but his curiosity finally got the better of him and Pei You asked, "Last time you mentioned 'Pei Yu'..."

  Xiaomi's stock price plummeted suddenly!

  "Who is 'Bae Uk'? Should I know him?" He looked at her closely.

  Her blood rushed to her eardrums, pounding loudly, while the rain outside fell quietly, as if accompanied by thunder.

  "Who is he after all?"

  She stood there blankly, facing his question. Her mouth slightly opened, she felt a bit absurd, absurd to the point of wanting to laugh. He actually asked who you are, he asked me, are you someone he should know?...

  But she didn't laugh in the end, a chill like a knife cut through her heart. What's the point anyway? If he knew, it would only bring him sorrow and pain.

  Made another mistake.

  It shouldn't be you who brought it up in front of him, right?

  The next day, why is it that since you've been gone, everything I do is wrong?

  "If you've never heard of him, then just forget the name." Her face had an indescribable sadness as she gazed sorrowfully at Pei You.

  Then——

  She walked along the corridor, gradually disappearing into the fine rain mist. The cold rain, she didn't open the umbrella in her hand, and the rain threads shrouded her thin figure, faint like a vague fog.

  Pei You stood there, gazing at her back from afar, a strange feeling in his heart that lingered for a long time.

  It rained for five days in a row.

  Day and night, underground, sometimes pouring rain, sometimes drizzling. The rain falls day and night without distinction, gurgling down, washing the leaves until they are spotless, making the whole world seem shrouded in a white mist.

  Xiaomi often stands by the dormitory window, staring at Donghu Lake in the rain and fog. In fact, Donghu Lake can no longer be seen clearly in the rain, only a faint white color, blending with the sky.

  She stood blankly in front of the window, her mind a vast and murky void. She couldn't think of anything, couldn't understand anything, had lost direction, didn't know what to do, and everything seemed meaningless. All she knew was that every time she tried to think about something, her heart would be twisted into a dull ache.

  The rain is cold and clear.

  Transparent rain threads drift endlessly.

  It was as if the fervor of summer had vanished overnight, and autumn had quietly arrived, bringing with it a refreshing coolness that suddenly made all things quiet.

  One evening, Cheng Ayi suddenly fainted in the duty room, and Cheng Yuan and Xiao Mi rushed her to the hospital in a panic.

  Cheng's aunt is in the hospital.

  The doctor seemed to have said something to Cheng Yun, although she appeared calm and composed when taking care of Auntie Cheng, but Xiao Mi always felt that something was off. In the middle of the night, she could faintly hear Cheng Yun's muffled sobs buried in her pillow.

  However, Cheng Yuan refused to tell her anything.

  Xiaomi no longer forced herself to be a good daughter-in-law, she just wanted to do her best to help take care of Cheng's aunt. Every day in the hospital, running back and forth to take care of Cheng's aunt was busy and worrisome, but she didn't have time to think about those original troubles anymore.

  It was also Ren'ai Hospital. Yin Tao had already been discharged from the hospital. Every time she passed by the ward where he was, Xiaomi would suddenly lose her mind and then rush away.

  How is he now? Is he all right?

  No...

  He must still be hating her, he will never forgive her forever...

  She would have liked to turn herself into an ostrich, just bury her head in the sand and pretend she didn't see anything, as if nothing had ever happened.

  Xiaomi stayed by the bedside of Aunt Cheng for a long time, listening to her kind laughter, listening to her tell stories about her past experiences, and listening to her gentle breathing when she fell asleep. For some reason, as long as she was by Aunt Cheng's side, her heart could slowly calm down.

  This day.

  Cheng Auntie fell asleep quietly.

  Xiaomi took the thermos lunch box and quietly exited the ward, gently closing the door. Tomorrow, I'll cook some millet porridge with lotus seeds and lily, hoping that Auntie Cheng will be able to drink a little more.

  She walked and thought.

  Suddenly——

  A tall figure stood in front of her.

  She lifted her head and was surprised to find that the person was actually Pei You. He wore a snow-white doctor's uniform, with a slender and elegant figure.

  "Hello."

  He smiled at her.

  Xiaomi told him about Aunt Cheng's hospitalization. He comforted her not to worry too much and took out paper and pen to note down Aunt Cheng's ward number. Seeing him, Xiaomi inexplicably felt a lot more at ease, as if his smile had something trustworthy in it.

  The words had been said, and Pei You still gazed at Xiao Mi, the smile on his lips gradually expanding into a joyful expression.

  "What?"

  She couldn't help but ask.

  "...I know who Pei Ao is." His eyes had an irrepressible excitement.

  People come and go in the hospital corridor.

  The sound of footsteps is complicated.

  A low voice.

  It was as if a bolt of lightning had split open, and the thunder was rumbling loudly in her head. Xiaomi couldn't see or hear anything, her body shook violently, her heart seemed to be grasped by an icy hand, tightened with force, and then torn apart fiercely.

  Pei You smiled and asked in a soft voice:

  "Where is he now?"

  Where...

  Her eyes gradually rose with hollow white mist, staring blankly at Pei You, her heart was in turmoil.

  "Can... can I see him?" Pei You rubbed his nose, smiling a bit childishly and also a bit nervously, "Only to find out that I actually have a younger brother, and it's a twin brother too, really is... heh heh... Can I see him? Ah, Father wants to see him too..."

  A photo.

  The boy in the photo is wearing a white shirt, standing under a dense French parasol tree. The sunlight filters through the shade and casts dappled shadows on the ground. His right arm gently wraps around a girl with short, fluffy hair, who makes a cute face at the camera. He looks down at her in his arms, smiling quietly, and the gentle smile in his eyes seems to be able to penetrate time and space, reaching deep into one's heart.

  The living room of the Pei family.

  A long sofa sat Pei You and Xiao Mi, while a single sofa opposite sat Pei You's father, Pei Zhenhua. He was around fifty years old, with a refined face and some gray hair on his temples. He stared intently at the boy in the photo, remaining silent for a long time. After a while, he gently placed the photo on the table, closed his eyes, and leaned his head lightly against the back of the sofa.

  Pei You picked up the photo that was originally treasured in his small wallet. He held his breath and gazed at the boy in the photo, his fingers involuntarily touching his face. He knew it was his brother, he knew they were twins, but he had never expected them to be so alike. It was as if there was another him, living and breathing in a distant, unfamiliar place at the same time.

  "Is he and his mom... already dead?"

  Pei You's fingers trembled slightly as he clenched the photo tighter, and the boy in it smiled at him with a sunny smile.

  "Yes."

  She bit her lip, and her voice echoed softly in the living room.

  "How did he die?"

  "Mrs. Bae died of illness, and Yeon was an accidental accident."

  "What illness? What accident?" Pei You hastily asked one after another.

  "Is there a difference?" Xiaomi took a quiet breath, her voice very faint. "Didn't we always think they were already gone? What's the reason and what's the difference?"

  Pei You couldn't say another word. His body gradually cooled down, and the blood in his entire body sank into an icy pit after boiling.

  Pei Zhenhua remained silent for a long time before speaking in a low voice:

  "I thought Little Xiao's mother wouldn't tell him about my existence."

  Xiaomi took a deep breath, staring intently at the man named Pei Zhenhua. Her heart was filled with complex emotions. He was Xiao's father, a father Xiao had never met but always remembered in her heart.

  "Yes. Mother Pei told you from a young age that you had passed away early."

  Pei Zhenhua rubbed his brow and sighed, "I knew she would do this." She hated him, her hatred for him had reached an irreparable level. He remembered the last time he saw her, her eyes were filled with sharp hatred, slightly madly shouting at him, she would never forgive him, to her and the son she was going to take away, he was a despicable person who was already dead. She wanted him to never disturb her again, never appear in front of her again.

  She hates him.

  She should also hate him.

  He thought his secret crush on that woman would remain a secret. He buried this feeling very deeply, just like an old wine jar buried underground, invisible and odorless. In order not to reveal any traces, he even married and had children, and in the eyes of outsiders, he and his wife were loving and respectful to each other. However, his wife eventually discovered it, she was heartbroken, cried, quarreled, and begged, and he also tried hard to retrieve his feelings from that woman.

  However, he can't.

  His unrequited love for that woman seemed to have penetrated into his marrow, and even if his life were to pass away, this love would be hard to dissipate.

  He owes an apology to his wife.

  Out of guilt, not wanting to affect his wife's peaceful life later on, and having no face to meet her again, he didn't bother her anymore. Until now, he still doesn't want to reveal the deepest secret in his heart, also fearing that Xiaoyou would be sad if she knew her mother refused to see him. He didn't tell Xiaoyou about Xiaoyu's situation, pretending their mother had already passed away.

  Pei You heard his father talk about past events for the first time.

  He stared at his father in shock.

  A faint bitterness spread across her lips, Xiaomi lowered her head, she didn't want to be rude to Ye's father, but she could feel the expression on her face was so cold and stiff.

  "So, for tomorrow, you'll act as if you're already dead, right?"

  Bai Zhenhua suddenly became old and frail like an elderly man.

  "But I've seen you," Xiao Mi forced a smile at Ryo's father, her smile slightly trembling. "Ryo always keeps your photo on his bedside table. It must be a 20-year-old photo of yours, with a football field as the background, and you're wearing sportswear, looking extremely handsome."

  She smiled faintly:

  "Don't worry, Xiao is very strong and he's living well. When he was in elementary school, there were some bad kids who often teased Xiao for not having a dad. They would gang up on him, call him a pitiful creature, and say that his dad didn't want him because he was annoying. Xiao fought back with them, got into a lot of trouble, big and small, and was often beaten until he bled. One time, I helped Xiao home after he had just gotten into a fight, his face all bruised and swollen, and he cried to Mom asking if it was true that his dad died because he was annoying. Mom slapped him hard on the ear."

  Pai Zhenhua's body trembled slightly.

  Xiaomi smiled and continued:

  "After that, he never asked about you again. He started studying very hard and his grades were excellent, always ranking first in all exams. He's not a genius or anything, sometimes he even stayed up late reading books. His physical education was great too, he played soccer really well and was the midfielder on the field. He once represented Qingyuan to play in the university league finals. He treated people nicely, all his teachers, classmates, and neighbors liked him very much. Your photo is placed on his bedside table, every night before sleep, he would tell you what happened during the day. He's perfect and excellent, just like an angel. He said that even though you're not here anymore, he still wants to be your most proud son."

  "Rice!"

  Pei You couldn't bear to see his father so worried and wanted to stop her from saying any more.

  A white skirt, thin shoulders, soft short hair, Xiao Mi sat quietly on the sofa, staring at Pei Zhenhua, as if she hadn't heard Pei You's voice at all. The black and white eyes gradually became misty:

  "Do you know? Xī very loves you..."

  "You can just come and see him, why not take a look at him?" She said softly, without crying, with only a hint of moisture in her voice. "If he could see you, see his father, do you know how happy he would be?"

  …………

  ……

  The room is very quiet.

  He picked up the frame on the table, with a photo of his mother inside. He carefully wiped the glass on the frame with a soft cloth, as if worried that he would damage his mother's photo through the glass.

  She sat quietly beside him, not daring to say anything.

  It's been a month since Pei's mother passed away. He only had this one relative, and now he doesn't have a mother anymore. What should he do?

  "Xiaomi..."

  "Huh?"

  "I want to go back and take a look..."

  "Go back? Where?"

  "I want to go back to the place where my father and brother used to live, to take a look." He gazed at his mother's face in the frame, "Mother didn't like to mention their affairs when she was alive, nor did she allow me to return to my hometown. But I really want to go there to see my father and brother. Mother should forgive me now."

  "Your father and brother aren't already..." she said cautiously, trying to avoid words that would hurt him.

  She had heard him mention it before.

  His father and brother died when he was very young, possibly at that time he was too small to have any memory of them. There were some yellowed old photos in his home, his father looked handsome, his brother looked like a baby, chubby and cute just like him. His name is Mei, his brother's name is You, it should mean "excellent" or "outstanding". If his brother was still alive, I wonder how excellent they would be as twins.

  "Although they are no longer there, their presence should still be felt."

  There is yearning in his eyes.

  "After all, they were born there and buried there, so the earth and air would have some of their breath. I think they'd also want to take a look at me... wonder if they still remember me..."

  She bit her lip, unsure of what to say.

  "Will Father and Brother like me?" He suddenly felt a bit nervous, rubbing his nose, "What if they don't like me, then..."

  She suddenly opened her eyes wide and leaned forward in front of him, looking left and right.

  "My goodness!"

  She exclaimed, her eyes sparkling brightly.

  "What?"

  "How can there be such a perfect person in the world? Excellent academic performance, excellent character, perfect like an angel! And what's even more rare is that he's extremely humble and actually worries that someone might not like him...... Ahhh..."

  "Ah..." He smiled and wrapped his arms around her in an exaggeratedly funny manner.

  "Tomorrow, do you really want to go?"

  "Uh-huh."

  "Okay, then I'll go with you!" She leaned her head against his chest, hugged his waist, and smiled cutely.

  "It's okay, I can do it myself."

  "No way. If you were alone, you'd feel lonely." She shook her head, "I've said it before, from now on I'll always be with you, won't let you be alone by yourself." If he went back to his hometown, without any relatives, only unfamiliar air, Yin would definitely be sad. Although she was clumsy and not good at comforting people, but she would try her best to make him happy.

  He hugged her.

  The room was very quiet, and Mrs. Pei in the frame looked at him and her silently, with a seemingly complex expression in her eyes.

  "Xiaomi..."

  “……？”

  "Your father and brother will surely like you too." Her fresh body scent was in his nostrils, he hugged her tightly, hoping that they could see this lovely girl for themselves.

  "Hehe, then you have to tell them that I'm very cute."

  "Good."

  "Tomorrow, I will also like them."

  He kissed the top of her short hair.

  She smiled and said: "Because I like you so much, so as long as they are your relatives, I like them all!"

  ……

  …………

  Finally met them.

  But why don't I feel a little happy? Are you sad, Yuto? Did he hurt your heart or something?...

  Everything is already too late...

  If you were still here, I would be very angry and glare at your father, asking him to apologize to you and compensate for all the love he owes you doubly.

  But ——

  What's the point of it all now?

  Xiaomi bit her lip tightly and slowly put the photo of Xiao back into her wallet. Anyway, they still saw them, right? They seemed to be living well, with nothing to worry about. Maybe it was just their arrival that disturbed their peaceful life.

  She stood up and bowed to Pei Zhenhua on the sofa:

  "I'm leaving."

  Pei Zhenhua let out a long sigh and suddenly looked like an old man: "I'm a very irresponsible father. Do you hate me?"

  In the spacious and bright living room.

  Dead silence.

  Xiaomi stood silently for a long time, staring at Pei Zhenhua, until even Pei thought she would refuse to answer and turn around to leave just like that.

  "Yes, I hate you."

  She finally said quietly, with a faint sadness like water flowing quietly under the ice.

  "... something so simple for you can bring so much happiness to others, yet you don't do it."

  Pei Zhenhua gripped the armrest of the sofa tightly.

  "But I can't hate you." Xiao Mi took a deep breath and said bitterly, "Because Yang loves you. No matter what you've done, I know Yang will forgive you. He'll be secretly heartbroken, he'll cry in private, but you're his father, so he loves you, and he'll never hate you. So, what right do I have to hate you?"

  It was quiet for a while again.

  She quietly made a deep bow to Bae Jun-hwa:

  "Please. Remember, you once had a son, an excellent and outstanding son. Although you never saw him, please don't forget him."

  Xiaomi walked out of the Pei family.

  The summer breeze blew behind her, the garden was full of fragrant flowers, and in the sunlight, the white villa of the Pei family seemed like an isolated castle.

  There must be many stories in the castle.

  Will those who have passed away find their way back here?

  As she walked out of the Bai family garden, Xiao Mi raised her head and saw a white villa almost identical to theirs on the other side of the mountain road.

  That is the home of Yin Tao Yao.

  Not long ago, she was still carrying several big bags of things and walked into there excitedly to celebrate Yin Tao's birthday.

  It seems like it's been a really long time...

  Although everything is in sight, it seems to have gone far away forever.

  Xiaomi clenched her fingers tightly, and suddenly a sharp pain shot through her heart. She hastily shifted her gaze away from Yintang Yao's villa and turned to walk towards the mountain path.

  Dense foliage shed tree shade, straight and broad mountain road. As in the past, this villa residential area located deep in the mountains is very quiet, with no pedestrians and few vehicles.

  At this time——

  A bright red Ferrari convertible sports car appeared at the end of the road, with the sunlight reflecting off its body and speeding extremely fast, accompanied by the low and beautiful roar of the engine.

  Ferrari came like a storm.

  The music in the car was blasting loudly, floating in the summer breeze. Inside sat a boy and a girl. The girl wore a pink halter dress, her long hair tied up with a pink ribbon, looking both seductive and innocent. The boy wore a black tight-fitting T-shirt, chewing gum in his mouth, looking handsome and arrogant, the dazzling diamond light on his nose making him look even more evil.

  Xiaomi was suddenly flustered and at a loss.

  She didn't expect to suddenly see him in such a situation.

  In the convertible sports car.

  Na Lu swayed her body to the music, singing and shouting with abandon. Yin Tangyao drove with a seemingly smiling yet not quite smiling expression, his lips curled up in a cold smile.

  In the blink of an eye

  Xiaomi quickly hid behind a large tree, tightly closed her eyes, grasped the trunk with her fingers, and dared not breathe. No, she didn't want to see him, she didn't know how to face him.

  A Ferrari roared past by the tree.

  Dust is rising.

  In the sunlight, dust particles float gently.

  Behind the tree, a white dress was thin and seemed transparent. The short-haired girl closed her eyes tightly and hid.

  The moment when Ferrari sports car whizzed past.

  Naluo leaned on Yin Tao's shoulder, laughing and leaning against him. The engine roared softly, and the loud music filled the air.

  The mountain road became empty again.

  Xiaomi slowly walked out from behind the big tree, she lowered her head and didn't dare to look back at the disappearing shadow of the sports car, but instead stared blankly at her toes and continued walking.

  Suddenly!

  A sharp and piercing reversing sound behind!

  Xiaomi turned around in great surprise——

  Only a bright red Ferrari flew back like a flying general! The roaring engine was like the scream of a leopard! The crazy rock music made the summer wind full of suffocating atmosphere!

  A sharp screech of brakes!

  A bright red Ferrari blocks Xiaomi's way!

  Through the bright windshield, Yin Tao-yao narrowed his eyes coldly, with a dark glint at the bottom of his eyes, and coldly sized up Xiao Mi who was stunned. He lazily leaned against the leather car seat, lazily hooked his long legs over the steering wheel, and curled up a mocking cold smile at the corner of his lips.

  "Hi, long time no see."

  That voice is so carefree and uninhibited.

  Xiaomi stood stupidly by the side of the road, Yin Tao Yao sat coldly in the open-top sports car, his arm wrapped around the sweet and lovely Naluo.

  Time seemed to have frozen.

  ………

  ……

  That night...

  ……

  The pain in his chest intensified, the severe pain gradually spreading throughout his body, he was in so much pain that his face turned pale and his lips were a frightening purple.

  "Because of his heart?"

  Yin Tangyao said softly, the pain in his body made him unable to pinch her face again. He lowered his arm, gently grasped her hand and gently placed it on his left chest.

  "Do you like his heart? Well, then take it away."

  ……

  Yin Tangyao grasped her hand tightly, his fingers icy cold like a thousand years of frost. He held her hand with great force, as if the strength could pierce through his chest and dig out his heart.

  "I'll give it to you!"

  He roared in the pitch-black night!

  "Come on, take it away! Don't you like it? Hurry up and take it, it's your beloved thing, hurry up and take it!!"

  ……

  Yoon Tae-oh opens it for her.

  A wry, self-mocking smile played on his lips as he gazed at her. Finally, he gently raised his hand, his fingertips icy and trembling slightly. He lightly wiped away her tears, the warm droplets scorching his chilly fingertips.

  "I don't know what to do either..."

  Yin Tang's lips were purple, and his heart ached as if it was about to crack open.

  "...If I could...I wish I had never met you..."

  ……

  …………

  Bright red Ferrari.

  Naluo leaned her head on Yin Tao's shoulder, "Tao, it's so hot today, let's go home quickly, okay?" Glancing at the stiff Xiaomi by the road, she said disdainfully, "Why bother greeting her, a shameless woman who only knows how to chase you around all day."

  Yin Tang Yao hooked out a sly smile.

  He lifted Nal's chin, and pressed a forceful kiss on her lips. Nal let out a soft cry, and lightly punched his chest with her fist. When the kiss ended, Yin Tangyao slowly raised his head from Nal's pink lips. He looked at Xiaomi, his eyes cold:

  "Why come here?"

  Xiaomi stood stiffly still.

  He raised an eyebrow, chewing gum: "You really don't know shame, do you? The one-month probation period has long expired, I remember telling you."

  She still stood stupidly by the side of the road, her skin gradually turning pale.

  "Do you think I'd be hurt by you? Ha! Who are you to me?" He glared at her, spitting out his chewing gum onto the roadside.

  She stood there like a wooden puppet with cut strings, all expressions and soul forgotten.

  Under the sun.

  Xiaomi's short hair has a fine and fluffy luster.

  As the summer breeze blew by, she stood there, with only the gentle sound of the wind in her ears, a blank mind, and all she could see was his indifferent face, but couldn't hear what he was saying.

  He has become so dissolute and uninhibited.

  The black hole in my heart is getting bigger and bigger, flowing with pus-like blood of guilt and remorse.

  "Here's that expression again, looking so pitifully cute." Yin Tangyao sneered, raising an eyebrow and lowering his head to say to Na Lu, who was still pouting, "Please learn from her, her pitiful face is more interesting than your stupid and clumsy look!"

  Naruto's eyes widened in shock, and his face looked incredibly stupid.

  Xiaomi bit her lip, and the blood slowly congealed and cooled. Looking at him, she wanted to say something, but didn't know what would be appropriate. She wanted to leave, but her two legs seemed rooted to the ground, unable to move in the slightest.

  The vastness of heaven and earth, she just wants to escape!

  But didn't know where to escape to be suitable...

  Inside the car, Yin Tao's eyes became even colder. His fingers tightened, and Lu's voice was filled with pain. However, his line of sight only had Xiao Mi, who remained silent, her silence completely infuriating him!

  Then---

  He emerged from the Ferrari with a ferocious aura about him.

  He walked up to Xiaomi, gave her a sidelong glance, and gently reached out to touch her cheek: "What, want to try again if I'm an idiot or not? Will you continue to play with me?"

  Xiaomi's face turned pale, and he finally squeezed out a sentence:

  "I'm sorry."

  He pinched her cheek tightly, chuckled in a low voice, and his eyes flashed with sharp hatred:

  "I'm really curious, what will you do next? Want to deceive my forgiveness again, right? Will you stand guard at my door day and night, pretending not to eat or drink, and best of all, get drenched in the rain, fantasizing that I'll forgive you when you faint?"

  She held her breath and gazed at him intently.

  "Will you?"

  "He wickedly lowered his voice: 'What if I did?'"

  "Alright. I can do it."

  It was her fault, if only this could make him forgive, make him feel a little happier, then so be it.

  "But... " Yoon Tae-oh's smile gradually turned cold and cruel, "I feel nauseous just looking at you. You haven't even fainted from hunger yet, but I'm the one who's going to throw up first. What a disaster."

  "You——"

  Although she knew that Yeo would never forgive her, when she heard him say such words with his own mouth, she still couldn't help but feel a chill run down her spine.

  "Do you really dislike me that much?"

  Her teeth clenched her lips tightly, and the smell of blood made her body tremble violently.

  The nostrils flashed with diamond-like fine light.

  Yin Tang Yao coldly sized her up.

  Suddenly——

  He bent down and kissed her bleeding lips!

  "No..."

  He had just kissed the dewy lips and was kissing them again, faintly, with a hint of lip balm fragrance mixed with the smell of fresh blood, he sensually and slowly kissed her lips.

  "I don't dislike you..."

  He kissed her and said.

  Xiaomi was shocked silly! She wanted to retreat backwards, but he tightly grasped the back of her head, unable to move in the slightest.

  Yin Tangyao's face was so close to hers, only a hair's breadth away. He seemed thinner, with the faint diamond light on his nose illuminating the icy darkness at the bottom of his eyes. His lips were somewhat pale, but amidst this darkness and paleness, he had a stunning beauty that took her breath away.

  He gently left her lips and lowered his voice to a cold whisper in her ear:

  "I despise you."

  Her face was as white as snow, her whole body's blood congealed and frozen, only the slight tremble of her eyelashes proved she was still alive.

  Yin Tang savored her suffering with relish.

  Her pain was so obvious that no one could ignore it; only her intense suffering at this moment could make his heart, which had been torn apart by grief, not ache as unbearably.

  She...

  Do you still care about him?

  Her pain, is it just because of that heart, or because of him?

  Could he still hurt her?

  Her pain at this moment is because of him, isn't it?

  Mountain road side.

  Yin Tangyao stared intently at the small millet in front of him.

  Her face was pale and her body trembled, so weak that she seemed to be on the verge of fainting at any moment.

  His lips were pursed tightly, his expression stubborn and cold, like a vulnerable child who didn't care about anything.

  Na Lu remained silent in the sports car, she could see that Yin Tao was dangerous at this moment, and if she provoked him, the consequences would be unimaginable.

  The summer breeze blows gently by.

  The trees on both sides of the mountain road are densely shaded.

  A white BMW drove quietly over and stopped beside Yoon Tae-oh and Xiao Mi. The car door opened, and Bae Yu walked out. He looked at Yoon Tae-oh, then at Xiao Mi, rubbed his nose and smiled bitterly.

  "Are you guys fighting?"

  He could roughly guess what had happened.

  Pei Ye's heart must have been transplanted into Yao's body, which is why Xiao Mi came here, so he saw her and also knew about his brother's affairs. And Yao was his best friend from childhood to adulthood. Everything seems to be arranged by fate.

  "Mind your own business and leave!"

  Yin Tang said with a gloomy tone. Although he wanted her to suffer like him, why did his heart ache even more than before when looking at her pale and almost transparent face?

  Pei You furrowed his brow. Xiao Mi looked like he was ill, his body trembling constantly, and his complexion extremely pale.

  He held her shoulder and asked with concern:

  "How are you?"

  She stared blankly and turned her head towards Pei You.

  A gentle voice...

  She will never forget the familiar face...

  Yin Tang glared at the hand that Bae U placed on her shoulder, a surge of anger rising within her. "U, I told you to leave! Did you hear me? This has nothing to do with you!"

  Pei You coughed and apologized to him, "Xiaomi is my guest today, I should send her down the mountain, it's hard to get a ride here." To comfort his father, he didn't rush out to send her off immediately, but already felt guilty in his heart.

  But now Yao's state doesn't seem suitable for sending her back either.

  "Your guest..." Yoon Tae-oh's pupils constricted.

  "Yes."

  "She... is looking for you?" Yin Tangyao's fingers tightened, his throat suddenly becoming hoarse.

  "It was I who brought her home to discuss some matters." As he spoke, Pei You suddenly discovered with a shock that Yao's lips were gradually turning purple. He was horrified and knew this was a sign of an impending heart attack. Without thinking, he hastily walked over to Yao's side and repeatedly asked:

  "Yao, where does it hurt?"

  His heart was pierced with sharp pain, and the last glimmer of light in Yin Tao's eyes was taken away. He ignored Pei You's anxious inquiry and stared straight at Xiao Mi.

  He was speechless and lost his smile:

  "It turns out I'm still the biggest idiot in the world."

  PS: Sorry, this time interval is a bit too long, here again to say sorry to everyone~~~~~

  Thank you everyone for waiting for me.

  Extremely grateful

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  PS: Recently, pirated versions of "Will Have an Angel to Love You" have appeared in some places, and the content inside seems unfamiliar. I'm so sad that pirated versions have already appeared even before the book is finished... Please spread the word and don't buy the pirated books. If the book gets published, I'll let everyone know immediately, thank you~~~

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  Give all friends here a kiss, next I will work hard and won't let everyone wait for such a long time again.

  P.S: To Lydia, oh dear, I've taken a look and indeed missed a quotation mark, thanks so much, sweetie~~~

  Thank you Xiaofei, 55555555555, from now on I must type slower and more carefully, ashamed

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