Epilogue

  Sometimes, I often think of some terrible things. If my loved ones left, what would the world be like and what should I do? It's really scary, just thinking about it makes me full of fear. But sometimes I feel that some things are unavoidable, some things will happen suddenly, if my loved ones really leave me, and only I am left in this empty world, how terrifying is that...

  That's why I wanted to write this story.

  Before I started writing, when I was constructing the plot in my mind, I would suddenly burst into tears. I used to think that "The Flame's Daughter" had already made me cry enough, but from the initial conception to the writing process, this article has never stopped making me tear up. Maybe it's fear, I'm really afraid that one day I'll lose someone I deeply love, just like Xiaomi did.

  It's contradictory when I write, sometimes feeling too happy because the people I deeply love are all around me, and sometimes falling into deep fear, afraid that if happiness were to disappear, would I suffer even more.

  Hehe, I was worried for nothing, wasn't I?

  "There Will Be Angels to Love You for Me" should be a happy story, because when the one Xiao Mi loves leaves, she is left with something to hold onto, allowing her to live on with hope and reason, and someone continues to love her.

  I often tell the one I love, "You can't forget me, you can only like me. Even if I die in the future, you absolutely cannot like another woman. This life and the next, you can only like me." He always smiles and agrees, saying "Okay". Then I become depressed again, wondering if he will really not like another woman even if I die first?

  When I was writing this article, I was also thinking about this question.

  When the people you love leave before you, or you leave before them, what should the remaining people do? Can they never be happy and blissful again? It's actually quite cruel and cold. As I wrote to the end, my heart gradually understood that I should cherish the people around me, always remember those who love me in my heart, and then let myself live happily.

  Although it's still hard to accept, if he will like another woman after I'm gone, it's still much better than him being sad and unable to be happy again.

  And so, gave the story a beautiful ending.

  Hehe, every time I get to the end, I hesitate and think about writing a tragic ending instead. Do you know what kind of ending is still in my heart? Let Xiaomi die unexpectedly, her heart donated to Yao, then she finally becomes an angel and lives happily with Xiao in heaven, while Yao replaces Xiaomi and continues living on earth.

  Isn't this ending more on point?

  It wasn't until I shared this idea with a friend that she said, "If what you're saying is true, then I shouldn't be alive." I was taken aback. She told me that her first boyfriend had also passed away in a car accident and at the time she had wanted to take her own life, but now she has her current boyfriend.

  I ended up writing the ending as it is now. It's still a cheesy happy ending, but Yoru's heart surgery was also very successful, and from then on he lived happily with Xiao Mi. A tragic ending would probably be more tear-jerking, but having some happiness is better, isn't that what writing is all about?

  Really very happy.

  Hehe, especially when I finished writing and found that the people who love me still love me, are still by my side, we're all good.

  You guys are happy too.

  If reading this book makes you feel a little sad, then cherish the people who love you around you. Being with someone you like, being able to be willful and spoiled with them, being able to lose your temper with them, but you have to know that you are happy, and cherish this happiness.

  Alright, now let's talk about something else.

  Since the publication of "Ming Ruo Xiao Xi" series, I have received many emails and letters from readers. Because the publisher is not in the same city as me, I often receive everyone's letters a long, long time after they were sent. Seeing everyone's encouragement and support makes me very happy, but, alas, my handwriting is extremely ugly, and I'm really reluctant to write letters, plus it's been a very long time since I received them. Here, I want to apologize to friends who haven't received my reply, I'm truly sorry.

  Everyone can send me an email, my email address is ..., I usually check it frequently and will also select some to reply from inside.

  In everyone's letters, haha, I found that you are all very interested in my age and appearance. Speaking of which, I regret to death for being lazy at the time and taking the name of the heroine from "Ming Ruo Xiao Xi" as my pen name. Ah~~~~ Laziness will indeed have its consequences~~~~ As a result, I found it very difficult for everyone to talk about, such as "Which one does Ming Xiao Xi in 'Ming Ruo Xiao Xi' written by Ming Xiao Xi like?"

  Stuck...

  And the most serious thing is that "Ming Xiao Xi" was 16 years old, and then everyone thought I was very young too. Alas, solemnly declare, I'm not young anymore, I've grown up, but a woman's age is a secret, this secret needs to be kept strictly confidential. I don't dare call myself a beauty, you can just imagine the passersby around you, that kind of ordinary person is fine. Don't like posting photos because I don't want some people around me to find out that "I'm actually" writing. So, sorry, apologize, bowing~~~

  Also, I want to thank a friend of mine, Yueyue. Every time I finished writing a part of "There Will Be Angels Who Love You", I would show it to her and force her to give me feedback and suggestions for revision. Hehe, thanks for spending so much time and energy on this, thank you, dear!

  Finally, thank you all for your support and encouragement along the way. For those stories in my heart, and for you, I will continue to work hard. I hope you can continue to support me, and I also hope that I won't let you down.

  I love you all.

  ：）

  Dawn Creek

  March 30, 2005 in the dormitory