My Devilish Brother

  This is Gu Yue Xuan's diary. Last time, a relative said that Xiao Tian should write from Xuan's perspective, so Xiao Tian wrote an extra chapter in the form of a diary! Xiao Tian thanks everyone!

  December 24, 2008 heavy snowfall

  Chen said I was in a coma for over a month. In that car accident last month, I thought I was going to die for sure, but unexpectedly I survived, and at that time being able to die in her arms was already very satisfying for me. Now that I can wake up, it's all because of her too. Chen told me that I had been diagnosed as a vegetable, maybe forever unable to wake up, but every day lying in bed, subconsciously feeling like someone is talking to me, but I couldn't move, that feeling was very uncomfortable.

  Tomorrow is Christmas, I woke up and didn't want to tell her, I don't know what kind of expression she will have when she sees me. I wonder if she'll be scared? I'm a bit eager to see her.

  December 25, 2008 Snow

  I went to the hospital today to complete the discharge procedures. I was waiting for her outside the ward, constantly checking the time, feeling like it was passing very slowly.

  I don't know how long I waited, but finally the sound of footsteps came from the end of the corridor. I looked over joyfully and it was her. Shuo had said it right, she really had lost a lot of weight and looked frail and weak, which was heart-wrenching to see. Before she saw me, I quickly hid. After she entered the ward, I returned to the doorway.

  As expected, she found out I wasn't in bed and got anxious, frantically searching for me. Haha, she even looked under the bed. She cried, and suddenly I felt really evil. I called her, still using that nickname "Long Hair Girl", I like calling her that.

  She hesitated and turned around, seeing me with an incredulous expression. As I had expected, she was crying desperately, which was heart-wrenching. I held her in my arms and told her that I didn't want to be separated from her again.

  Today is Christmas, she gave me a gift, I didn't open it on the spot, because she is the best gift. I took her to the restaurant, actually she was always absent-minded, was it because of him?

  She doesn't drink, but mistakenly took the wine as water and drank it all. I looked at her in surprise, her cheeks were flushed, her body started to sway, after I held her, she called out his name, her head began to ache violently, a sequelae left from the car accident. Looking at her in front of me, she was still calling out his name. My heart suddenly hurt so much, it hurt to the point where I couldn't breathe...

  Long-haired girl, this time I won't let you go again!

  December 26, 2008 sunny

  Yesterday, I sent her back home, and on the way, she kept saying "Huxin River Bank", and kept saying "Sorry". I think I've already guessed a thing or two. For some reason, today's fog is very thick, and the lake surface is shrouded in thin mist. I looked around and my gaze stopped at a maple tree, where someone was standing. There were still some sparkling dew drops on his hair, and he seemed to have been standing there for a long time! That person was - Ouyang Luo.

  I think I understand now, yesterday she apologized because she didn't show up for the appointment and he waited here all night. All of this is because of me. Just as I was about to walk over, she appeared too, seemingly not noticing us, standing by the lake, looking very disappointed, probably because she didn't see him! I saw him walking over, they said something but I couldn't hear it, when I walked over he was hugging her, I thought she was going to leave me. But unexpectedly, she chose me instead. Although I know she's only with me because she feels guilty towards me, I believe that one day she'll accept me.

  One year later

  December 25, 2009 Snow

  It's been a year since we've been together, and although she never mentions him, I know she misses him. I often see her secretly crying alone, and every time I see her cry, I feel a strong sense of guilt. But I never thought that she would really leave me.

  Today is Christmas again, and they decided to go to KTV. Everyone was very excited, but she had really changed a lot and was no longer the simple and carefree person she used to be. Lin Wei and the others forced her to choose a song to sing, and she chose "Maple". She had never forgotten him, and the bracelet he gave her was still on her wrist.

  She sings beautifully, I don't know if it's because of the song itself or something else, but listening to her sing always gives me a feeling of sadness. Her voice gets smaller and smaller towards the end, she cried. Soon, she threw down the mic and ran out. I thought, maybe she just needed to vent for a bit, but he didn't come back for a long time, I got anxious and went out to look for her, only to find him - Ouyang Luo! He's back! And next to him was a girl who looked very similar to the long-haired girl, if you don't look at her face straight on, you'd probably mistake them. It turns out she's Ouyang Luo's girlfriend. What is going on?!

  The original eight people suddenly became ten, and the atmosphere was not as lively as before. She kept glancing at him from time to time, and he also kept glancing at her from time to time. I tried my best not to mind it, because she is now my girlfriend!

  Linvier suggested playing a game, obviously targeting him, he was punished to kiss anyone present, I was nervous because he kept looking at her. But later it was unexpectedly, he kissed his girlfriend. I saw her turn away, not looking, and tears fell down. My heart tightened, she really cared about him!

  I took her out and gave her the necklace I didn't give away last year. - Now he's back, she should go back to his side, a year ago she chose me, but she wasn't happy, I shouldn't be so selfish, the one she loves is him, I really should let go.

  Staring at the already edited message on my phone, I don't know how long it's been, but tears have already stained the screen. I closed my eyes and pressed the send button.

  Long-haired girl, from now on you are free, I hope to see your smile and tears all over your face, goodbye!

  December 27, 2009 Snow

  It's been 2 days, I told myself not to regret it, but still went to many places we used to go together. Didn't expect to run into her at Qiguang Square that night, they must be together now, because I saw her smile, a very happy smile. I think my decision was right, she's happy, that's enough.

  My headache recurred, I didn't want her to see me like this, so I made an excuse and prepared to leave. But he called out to me and returned the necklace he had given me. I thought, this never belonged to her anyway, she liked the bracelet on her wrist. Taking advantage of her inattention, I kissed her forehead and quickly left.

  Not yet out of the square, the sky above the square burst into a riot of colorful fireworks. Looking at the words displayed by the fireworks in the sky, I turned back to look at them standing among the crowd, and I smiled, really, they are very happy!