Chapter 102: Have you ever cared about me?

  Gu Yue Xuan held me for a long time, then grasped my shoulders and turned me around. Now his face was inches from mine, I could feel the flow of air he breathed out on my bangs, I kept my head down, not daring to look him straight in the eye...

  "Long-haired girl—" he called out.

  "Huh?" I raised my head to look at him, but found that his handsome face was getting closer and closer... What is he doing? No, no, I pushed him away. Maybe I used too much force, Gu Yue Xuan almost fell over.

  "Sorry......" These three words are all I can say. Gu Yue Xuan looked at me, his expression very painful, "I thought that if he left you, you would gradually forget him, but I was wrong, terribly wrong!"

  "Xuan......" I've never seen such an ancient Xuan, it makes me feel very unfamiliar.

  "I knew from the start that I didn't like myself, but I still waited, waiting for the day when I would see my shadow in your eyes..." Gu Yue Xuan said, his expression extremely painful. "I know you only agreed to be with me because you felt guilty towards me, but I don't care about that, because I still believed I could move your heart. But reality proved me wrong again! Now he's back, and I think I don't even have a sliver of chance left... really, none at all..."

  Tears flowed down silently, my heart ached, I didn't know what was wrong with me, why I always wanted to be with Ouyang and have that unattainable happiness. Gu Yue Xuan loved me so much, why couldn't I see it? I felt so cruel to myself.

  "Dongfang Yue, the one you love is Ouyang Luo!" Gu Yue Xuan said, a crystal tear falling from the corner of his eye. He turned around, his back to me. I looked at his silhouette, which seemed so desolate...

  Dongfang Yue, the one you love is Ouyang Luo! This sentence has been repeating in my mind, not just Gu Yue Xuan, I myself also thought that if Ouyang Luo left me, I would gradually forget him, but I didn't. There isn't a single day when I'm not thinking of him, every move he makes, every smile and frown is deeply etched in my memory. I simply can't forget him, everything about him is still crystal clear in my mind. It's just that I didn't know... I had already hurt Gu Yue Xuan so deeply...

  "I'm sorry..." My voice choked, tears streaming down my face.

  "I'm tired, really tired!" Gu Yue Xuan still had his back towards me, without any intention of turning around.

  Sorry, Gu Yue Xuan. I don't want to lie to you anymore. I like Ouyang Luo, really really like him, so much that I don't know what to do with myself now. Only now have I realized that my love for Ouyang Luo has already gone very deep... Perhaps this was a mistake from the start. Sometimes I think, if when I was little my mom hadn't taken me to the Ouyang's house, then I wouldn't have known Ouyang Luo. Who knows, maybe now the person I love would be you. But reality isn't like that...

  "Leave me alone for a while, you go!" Gu Yue Xuan's voice choked, his tone trembling.

  "Xuan, I'm sorry..." I turned around and walked out of the rooftop, going down the stairs while covering my mouth and crying, Gu Xuan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

  As I walked to the stairs, my hand was pulled by another hand. He used a lot of force and pulled me over, throwing me against the wall. Now my back is against the wall, and my elbow hurts. I lifted my head, wanting to see who that person was, but my eyes met a pair of deep black eyes. It was Ouyang Luo, standing in front of me.

  It was him who held me, he stared at me with a blank face, and suddenly took step by step towards me. I wanted to push back, but my back was already against the wall. My heart beat faster, and my tears stopped abruptly.

  Ouyang Luo stood in front of me, looking down at me with a condescending gaze. He suddenly stretched out his hand, and I was so frightened that I turned my head to the side and closed my eyes tightly. I felt a cool sensation on my face as Ouyang Luo's hand stroked it gently. I slowly opened my eyes to see Ouyang Luo's face close in front of me. He tenderly wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes with his hand. We looked at each other, and my heart was racing uncontrollably, feeling like I was about to suffocate...

  Ouyang Lu leaned in, his face getting closer and closer. He... was going to... I suddenly remembered how he had kissed Xia Xintong in the private room earlier, even though I hadn't seen it, but I knew they had kissed. Did he think he could do whatever he wanted?

  Just as I had taken a few steps, my hand was caught by a force again. I shook my hand, but he pulled even tighter...

  "Let me go!" I shouted.

  "Do you hate me that much?" Ouyang Luo's voice was furious, and I felt a burning flame in his eyes. He pulled me to the wall, and before I could react, his lips were already pressed against mine.

  My mind went blank, my eyes wide open, this kiss was different from the last one on the Ferris wheel, this kiss was domineering, his lips were scorching hot, I could feel the mellow flavor of red wine...

  "Ou Yang Luo, what are you doing?" Suddenly, Xia Xintong's voice came from beside my ear. I immediately reacted and pushed Ou Yang Luo away with force. How could he do this? He had just asked his own girlfriend earlier, now he was kissing me.

  I glanced at Xia Xintong and explained, "It's not what you think, we..." Before I could finish speaking, Xia Xintong turned around and ran away crying. I was about to chase after her to explain, but my hand was pulled back by Ouyang Luo.

  "Let me go, she's got it all wrong!" I tried to shake off his hand, but he didn't show any intention of letting go.

  "It doesn't matter!" he said. I stared at him in surprise. Was this Ou Yang Luo?

  "Ouyang Luo, how did you become like this? She's your girlfriend!"

  "What does it matter to you?" Ouyang Luodi growled, his eyes brimming with angry tears as he glared at me, as if trying to see right through me.

  I took a deep breath and said, "Regardless of whether it's true or not, we've already hurt her now! Please let me go! I want to find her and explain things clearly."

  "I won't let you go! Dongfang Yue, I'm asking you, have you ever cared about me?" Ouyang Lu said in a low growl, he had never seen him like this before, and suddenly felt that he was quite frightening!

  I care, of course I care. I care about everything about you. But what's the use of my caring? Your girlfriend is her, Xia Xintong. Thinking of this, my heart tightened a bit, and a faint pain spread through me. I've hurt another innocent person...

  I was furious and shook his hand off with force. "Whether you care or not is no longer important, your girlfriend is Xia Xintong, please don't hurt her again!"

  Ouyang Luode's eyes suddenly dimmed, and the fire in his eyes was gone, replaced by a sense of loss. "Not even a single thread?"

  Watching him like that, I cried again. I turned around and didn't answer him, running straight out of the corridor. I'm going to find Xia Xintong to explain...

  Sorry, something came up at home today, so I'm late