Chapter 28: Plea of Guilty
He also resisted like a beast, smashing these glasses and desperately wanting to leave this room.
But he could always be brought back, the door was tightly guarded by people, and he couldn't go anywhere, he could only look at the broken glass still piled on the ground, and those organs that made people sweat.
The glass jars continued to increase in number, more and more of them, filling up the room.
Later on, even the bedside of his mother who was in a coma had those glass jars placed on it...
He just kept shrinking into his mother's bed corner, and almost the entire room had no place for him to set foot.
He really didn't dare imagine how his mother would react if she woke up and saw all this, so he could only be unfilial and pray every day that his mother wouldn't wake up.
Later, perhaps that person had some other idea, but he no longer had the energy to think, and the bloody scenes of the past few days had almost driven him mad.
He just couldn't bear it anymore, knowing he couldn't escape, knowing he couldn't change anything, but he couldn't control the deep longing for freedom in his heart, and he couldn't help but want to flee, no matter what.
He remembered it was a sunny day with clear sky, and the whole world seemed to be filled with light.
That man finally put his heart and soul into it, and he emerged from that hellish swimming pool, which was as vast and deep as the ocean. The water in the pool had a mysterious blue color, and under the sunlight, it sparkled with a dazzling light, looking very beautiful.
He just stood there, in the shadow of a palm tree with a seaside atmosphere, looking at that person.
That person also looked at him and slowly walked towards him, wearing a black bathrobe, seemingly not caring whether it would be hot to wear black in the summer.
But he would rather believe that the world of that person is too dark, too cold, even if the brightest sunlight and highest temperature can never shine into his dark world.
A white, almost transparent skin sac, with healthy skin like ice and snow, a body that already has the solidity and strength of an adult, laughing with a captivating charm, cool fingers gently lift his chin.
"Do you want to leave here? I know."
His eyes seemed to have a knowing smile, the shining pupils gave people an illusion, as if he was indeed genuinely smiling at you.
"I hate you, I hate this place!" The young man strained to control his slightly trembling body, like a small beast on the verge of going wild.
His fingers changed, and a snake-like tactile sensation slowly wrapped around his neck. He leaned down, and his bright red lips lightly pressed against his.
His head exploded with a loud bang, and the intense hatred that had just been so strong and solid was gone in an instant, like a city wall hit by a bomb, leaving nothing but a pair of wide eyes filled with only confusion.
He came back to his senses and took a deep bite, but that person seemed to have escaped with a low voice that couldn't show any emotion.
"As a bastard, you're really disappointing. You can't even live properly, and it's true that you shouldn't have been born here!" His eyes sank somewhat coldly, the hand on his neck seemed to be slowly increasing in strength...
Life is like this, if you don't control others, then you will be controlled by others.
In his world, it seems like this sentence will always be true.
He indeed didn't suspect that this man would suddenly strangle himself to death, but he only added some strength and then suddenly let go.
He rubbed his slightly itchy neck and looked up at him, but only saw the slender back, and heard his voice faintly coming from the wind.
"I can give you one chance, let you go!"
A gentle breeze blows in, and the surface of the pond ripples with shallow waves. Under the sunlight, it has a jewel-like luster, everything seems as beautiful as a dream.
He almost unbelievably stood up.
Right in front of him was that suddenly turned around and laughed wildly face, as if a sea of poppies that made people get lost.
"But remember, never appear in front of me again, and it's best to pray day and night that heaven doesn't let me find you, otherwise, I'll make you regret being born in this world..."
"Does what you say count?"
"Whatever it is, I wish we never meet in this life!"
Why was he so naive at that time? Why was he so confident in his self-righteousness?
I thought there was no place in the world where I couldn't fit in, and that as long as I left far, far away, I could escape forever!
They thought they were just people from a different world, after all. They thought he would eventually forget about her existence. They thought she could finally be free to "swim in the vast ocean and fly high in the sky!"
But he finally found himself.
At this critical moment of the college entrance examination, in the bright future where he can rush to university as long as he gets the admission letter, he appeared quietly and easily crushed all his prospects.
Even if his grades were excellent, once the fact that he was involved in a murder case got out, no good university would be willing to admit him.
Even if there is a school willing to admit him, does he still have time and freedom?
It's just fortunate, after all, many years of peaceful days have passed; but people are greedy, and the more peaceful they are, the less willing they are to accept the past.
Staring blankly at the small iron window, Shaoyi's dark pupils unconsciously revealed a sense of hopelessness and sorrow. The misty atmosphere was filled with a melancholic beauty, like a chrysanthemum that had been ravaged by autumn winds and rains, its petals scattered in the mud.
The outside world is full of golden sunshine, bustling and beautiful, like a paradise.
But all that light was someone else's, and from then on he only existed in endless coldness and darkness.
"Bang! Bang!" The sound almost frequently rang out in this silent air.
A gaunt woman, as if burning with her own life, fiercely slapped her son's ears. She wept and almost hysterically shouted: "What do you want to do?"
Looking at her son's handsome face full of red and swollen marks, the corners of his mouth also had bright red bloodstains, the woman withdrew her hand in heartache.
"Almost pleadingly, she looked at him: 'Why must you admit to killing someone? Do you want to ruin yourself?'"
"It really is me..."
A woman's heart was suddenly filled with blood, and she slapped him again with a loud slap.
"You're my son, would you kill someone and I wouldn't know?"
Looking at his son who had almost never been beaten by him before, Lin Yu's heart felt like it was being pricked by needles as he saw the corner of his mouth split open from his own blows.
But seeing him still seemingly having an iron heart, she gritted her teeth and said: "I don't care why you want to admit it, I'm telling you, if you want me dead, just go ahead and admit it..."