It was a simple round trip, about two hours, and I brought quite a bit of food. This year's harvest is very good, and there are all kinds of food on the streets, and it's very cheap. Everywhere is filled with joy. But I heard a chilling rumor that the newly elected head of the martial arts alliance was murdered. The imperial court said this was an illegal party and they went to arrest people, but were blocked, saying something about needing the consent of the three major martial arts factions to arrest the head, and besides, the head wasn't in Snow State or whatever. Later, it seemed like everyone in the head's hall, including that young head, was poisoned to death overnight.

  I think it's another overnight poisoning.

  I suddenly thought of what Wan Yong said. It was really complicated. But I only knew that later Wan Yong became the leader, and the court never went to catch people again.

  What a master, not a master, it's really an unpopular job everywhere, but it sounds good, I think. Suddenly I feel very relaxed, bowing my head and leaving the city, afraid that those who went to the martial arts competition would discover that the so-called master was carrying a bag of food and didn't know where to go. I thought, let's just say I'm dead, it seems better than living with a woman anyway. Even if there is no spirit, it's still the same.

  Winter days always get dark very quickly. I'm a bit worried, don't know if Jile will be scared to death alone in the dense forest. Fortunately, it's not a very large forest.

  I hastened back to the front of the woods and found it was more terrifying than I had imagined, as suddenly there was a bit more fog.

  Soon I got lost.

  I recalled the idea that I had in my heart before, about not knowing where to bury the joy, and it sent shivers down my spine. I ran wildly through the forest, yet didn't feel a hint of coldness. I thought, as long as I find the river, everything will be fine. But no matter how hard I ran, the scenery in front of me seemed to be the same, even I myself felt a bit terrified, and subconsciously touched the place where my sword was supposed to be, only to suddenly remember that I had given the sword to Joy already.

  I ran faster and faster, but suddenly felt something was wrong. I looked up to see the air in front of me suddenly split open, and a faint red mist was rushing towards me. What is this, I couldn't figure it out.

  However, there is a large tree in front of me, and I want to see how it reacts when it hits the tree. Before I could understand, the tree split in two, and I suddenly realized that it was my sword, and the joy should be just ahead.

  I shouted: Joy! And dodged the sword sideways.

  But it was too late, I felt myself being so slow. A chill ran through me as a scream of joy accompanied it.

  I suddenly realized I was going to die immediately.

  I saw Xile standing still, his sword falling to the ground. I never thought it would end like this, as if nothing had been accomplished, just a joke played on everyone.

  What is death, after all? It has always existed around us, closely tied to life, yet simultaneously existing as two contradictory states. If she were happy, how would she be? I think she wouldn't live again because I'm dead. That's one thing, and then, I was killed by her.

  Calmness has been restored around me. I thought, why am I still having these wild thoughts, this process of dying is really long. In my imagination, it should be me standing beside myself watching the body that has already split into two halves.

  After a considerable amount of time, I still hadn't died. Even Jile was already awake, rushing to my side and crying uncontrollably. I moved my limbs around, hugging Jile tightly, thinking that it should have been half the time by now, otherwise it would be too terrifying, Jile wouldn't need to commit suicide, he could just die of fright on the spot, because someone who had been with him day and night suddenly split in two right in front of him, with one eye still staring at him.