Volume 1: A Kiss to Win Hearts, Life is Like First Love Chapter 99: Regret is Too Late
"I had been misunderstanding my mom all along... I said so many hurtful words to her, made so many heartless accusations... but she never blamed me. It wasn't until I read the letter that Xi Xin wrote to my mom that I realized... actually, my parents spent over 200,000 yuan on Xi Xin's medical expenses and had been keeping in touch with him all along, encouraging him to bravely face his illness..."
"But all these years, I didn't know... I was still naive and used rebellion to fight against them... Used hurtful words to harm them... Who knew that in the end, the one getting hurt is myself? It turns out it wasn't them who wronged me, but I who wronged them... Waaahhh... How could I be so stupid... Why didn't I believe in my parents' love for me..."
Yes! The love of parents for their children is like this.
The most real, deepest and most selfless love? There isn't a parent who wouldn't
Is your child happy? What if you don't believe in this love? The final outcome will hurt both yourself and others. It will be like Mo Wei, regretting too late.
Shouldn't she also believe in her parents' love for her? Shouldn't she listen to the advice her father Fang Cai had just given her? She…
Should she leave Xu Shao Yan? Then seek an ordinary happiness? Yes... Shouldn't she listen to her father's words? Isn't that right?
She slowly came back to her senses and comforted Mo Wei, who continued to cry and complain: "All these years... because of my selfish doubts and willfulness... I missed out on so much love... the love that Xi Yin had for me... the love that Mom had for me... how can life be so dramatic? Full of sorrow and joy, ups and downs... it's all so unexpected..."
"Do you know? In the letter that Xi Yin wrote to me, he didn't mention a word about his illness and impending death. Instead, he told me that he had fallen in love with another girl."
"Married? Soon there will be children... Does he want me to hate him? Want me to give up? How can he be so heartless to me? Isn't this going to turn me into a sinner?" Mo Wei said with despair.
"If so... then how did you know those things?" Cheng Zhiyi couldn't help but ask curiously.
"...in the letter he wrote to my mom... " Mo Wei wiped away tears and continued, sobbing "...back then, Shi Yi Xin also wrote me many letters... but they were all hidden away by my mom... perhaps she couldn't bear to show them to me... she hid all these letters in the study... today when we were moving things at home, I accidentally found them... after reading through all of them, I finally understood... waaahhh... so many years of misunderstandings and missed opportunities..."
Due to her own selfishness and willfulness, Mo Wei unknowingly missed out on so many years of wonderful time and committed countless irreparable mistakes. At this moment, she must be filled with regret. How sorrowful and hateful she should be towards herself.
Thinking back on all these years, because of the torment of love and the suffering of family relationships, why did Mo Wei live such a painful and depressed life? She even resented love, fate, and family relationships. However, in the end, she discovered that the most hateful thing was her own arbitrary self.
Facing such a truth, how should Mo Wei smile and let her youth story end here?
Cheng Zhiyi couldn't help but feel sorry for Mo Wei. She sighed and lamented for her, and her heart was also filled with mixed emotions. She didn't know what to do.
What words can comfort her? Only gently holding her thin shoulders, letting her cry freely. Cry, let it all out, then wipe away the tears and put down that painful past, those regretful memories, and walk forward on the road ahead, never being reckless again.
Yes... They are no longer 17 or 18 year old girls... Even if fate is still capricious... However... They can't be capricious anymore.
"So... France... are you still going?" Mo Wei had almost stopped crying, and Cheng Zhiyi's throat was no longer choked as she asked her softly.
"Uh-huh?" Mo Wei nodded slightly and said with a sob, "Still... still have to go... the study abroad procedures are all..."
It's been done poorly... roughly done... The school side also...
I've handed in my resignation letter...
Maybe it's better this way... going
The most romantic country heals wounds thoroughly, making oneself completely forget the pain and regret, so that one can be reborn.
She
Can she be happy? Can they all be happy?
"Have you told your parents?" asked Cheng Ziyuan
"Not yet..." Mo Wei gently shook her head.
"I'll be going home soon... to apologize to them and ask for their forgiveness... I've let them down, haven't I? And I've also let down Shi Yi Xin's love... From now on, I'll live a good life... I must make myself happy... only then can I repay the love of all those who care about me..."
"You can think like this"
It's really great! Listening to the bosom friend who has been together for more than a decade, it seems that he has grown up instantly. He actually said such "understanding" words. Cheng Zhiyi felt doubly delighted.
Mo Wei smiled and gently held Cheng Zhiyi's hand, saying sincerely: "We must all be happy."
"Hmm?" For some reason, Jing Yiyi's eyes became moist again. She nodded gently. "We will all be happy... We must be happy."
"I also saw today's report... " After a slight pause, a faint worry appeared in Mo Wei's eyes.
Don't be like me... always missing out on the most precious things in life... I know Xu Shao Yan truly loves you... maybe being with him will be tough and tiring... but if you lose him, you'll regret it... just like me... regretting not going to the ends of the earth to chase after him back then.
"Xu Shaoyan told me: 'For your sake...'"
Can't you just let it go? Maybe... There are some things he'd rather have you misunderstand than tell you. Is it because he's afraid of hurting you? Afraid of making you sad? Just like my mom? You should forgive him, shouldn't you?
"Hmm?" Cheng Ziyue nodded unknowingly in agreement with Mo Wei's words.
"Maybe I"
"After going through the most painful journey in life... Now that I know the truth about things... I suddenly feel so happy... To have a man who once loved me so deeply, and parents who love me just as much..." Mo Wei'er smiled faintly and said slowly, "Without experiencing wind and rain, how can one see a rainbow? This may be a very simple phrase, but it speaks the most realistic truth about life."
"Yi yi... I like you now... You're no longer that wounded bird with an arrow wound... As soon as I hear..."
Will you retreat when the wind blows and the grass moves?? I like girls who dare to love and hate???? Whatever happens, don't give up on Xu Shao Yan.... He's worth your love...”
Mo Wei is certain
No matter what, don't give up on Xu Shao Yan, he's worth me loving.
Cheng Zhiyi is confident
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