Chapter 73 Extra: What Guards

  Chen Jiayin and He Sheng have a good relationship, so they also have many opportunities to meet this person.

  To be honest, at first I didn't really want to see this person, they just kept talking nonstop which was annoying and also very rude.

  Damn it, how dare you say I'm a sissy? Does this sound reasonable to you?

  Don't mention me, even if it were someone else, they wouldn't be able to stand her. However, considering she's quite loyal to He Shuang, I'll reluctantly take a few glances at her. Alas, that would only make me afraid of getting eye disease.

  Later on, as time went by slowly, I started to get used to her chatty personality. It's like having a parrot around; who would be silly enough to argue with a bird?

  Thinking of this, I feel relieved in my heart, and the annoying feeling when seeing this person is also getting less and less.

  Of course, just a little less, there is still that bit of it, I'm generous and let her ignore it. You see, compared to this woman, I'm more magnanimous than the young master, right?

  The days passed and it was already the end of the year. I spent New Year's with Yuan Zhi and those two kids, and that dead parrot also came.

  I just didn't expect Chen Jiayin to have such a complicated family, now many families in society are complicated, I've seen quite a few, but none of them are more miserable than hers. When I met her, she couldn't say why she was angry, even I wanted to give way to the woman who was bullied by an old man so miserably, let alone how many years she had been bullied.

  Looking at the miserable marks on her body, I had an urge to beat that old man to death. This was the first time Chen Jiaoyan showed weakness, but this weakness left me at a loss. Suddenly, I also missed that noisy and quarrelsome temper of hers. But after this incident, no matter how much she would make a fuss in the future, it would be different in my eyes. With a tinge of heartache, heartache, and a deep reluctance to part with her.

  That night, her mother didn't want her anymore. I never thought that in this world there would be a mother who doesn't want her child. It's said that "a mother will not think her child ugly", but Chen Jiaoyan was not unattractive, yet no matter the theory, it couldn't change the fact that she had been abandoned.

  So I saw not only her weakness but also her tears. It turned out that this person could cry too, and the way she cried was heart-wrenching.

  That night, I tried every way to make her angry, thinking of diverting her thoughts over here, at least that would not be so painful. You know, this person is usually like a firecracker, exploding with the slightest spark!

  But this time the firework got wet and couldn't be lit no matter what. In the end, Chen Jia-yin only said one sentence: "I'm tired."

  Just a few words and this powerful cannon of mine was doused with a basin of cold water, not even leaving a spark.

  Those who once flaunted their strength and prestige, when they show weakness, the force that moves people's hearts is doubled. Seeing someone curled up in bed, sobbing until their whole body trembles, I couldn't bear it either. In the end, somehow or other, I ended up hugging her, and she trembled a little. Not to mention that she trembled a little, actually, I also trembled a little. I thought to myself, is this brain going to be knocked out? How did I end up hugging her?

  Just as I was hesitating whether to withdraw my hand, Chen Jiaoyin suddenly hugged my waist too. To be honest, her strength was quite great. Afterwards, she burst into loud sobs. I let out a breath and felt relieved instantly.

  At this moment, I think that either this matter has not been encountered, and since it has been encountered, this person must be protected well. Moreover, relying on the friendship of the past, it is impossible to let go.

  After that, Chen Jiayin lived alone in an old apartment, the environment was very poor. In fact, I could have spent money to help her move to a better place, but this woman insisted on saving face and refused, and I didn't want to force her either.

  I was afraid she would be scared and it wasn't safe for her to be alone, so I often went to her place to keep her company. One time it was really late and it was raining heavily outside, so I ended up staying over at her place. I slept in the living room, but it was my first time sleeping under the same roof as a woman, and it felt very strange. I was excited, thrilled, and had an indescribable feeling.

  As the saying goes, there's always a second time around. Sleeping over seemed to become a matter of course, and that old apartment started having my spare clothes, my own tea cup, toothbrush, bowls and chopsticks, etc. Seeing Yuan Zhi and his kids using ordinary household items made me feel delighted, as if I were the master of the house entertaining guests.

  You're all living under the same roof, so the relationship is naturally self-evident. It's just that no one has pierced that thin layer of paper, and the ambiguous atmosphere has a unique flavor to it.

  Until the end of that trip, He Song was taken away by the old foxes of the Yuan family with a kidney. That night, in the old apartment, Chen Jiayin's mood was a bit low, and she said why God was always so unfair to them?

  I don't know how to answer her, because I'm not God. All I know is that compared to Yuan Zhi and He Sheng, Chen Jiaoyan and I seem to be slightly luckier.

  Tonight, we were in each other's arms again. Perhaps it was because of the twists and turns of fate that our emotions were somewhat out of control. No one knew who made the first move, but by the end, it felt like falling into an icy pit and being engulfed in a raging fire at the same time. For the first time, I galloped on a woman's body, my movements clumsy, but the sensations absolutely fantastic. Chen Jiayin's face twisted in pain, her cheeks flushed red, making me lose control involuntarily.

  I first tasted the sweetness of love, just when I was young and had no self-control in this matter. The frequency of secretly tasting forbidden fruit couldn't be helped, and every time I came back, I would always think about Chen Jiaoyan. For the first time, I felt stupid for choosing a university so far away. Look at Yuan Zhi, that kid is so smart, he can go home to see his child every week. I have to wait half my life to see my wife.

  This year's school anniversary, the school exceptionally gave a holiday, I really miss Chen Jiaoyan and hurriedly sneaked back, which unfortunately led to a life-threatening accident.

  No one thought there would be a child, but his mother just did. To be honest, I couldn't get excited about it, considering the age and all, how could I be happy?

  But I know she's also afraid of being alone. However, no matter how scared we are, reality must be faced. I told her that having children is not an option, and she agrees with me on this point.

  Then I said wait for me to come back and accompany her to the hospital for surgery, after all, it's my own fault, how can I let a woman bear it alone?

  That Chen Jiaoyan should have been fine, really should have been fine. But I never thought she would actually use medication to induce an abortion. When I heard the news, I really wanted to grab that person and scold them severely. Isn't abortion by medication unsafe? Doesn't it harm your body? If it's not done cleanly, don't you still need surgery? How can someone be so stupid?

  Before I could even educate her, Chen Jiaoyin actually ran away, she actually ran away.

  I spent the whole summer looking for her, but I didn't know where to find her. I just couldn't stop my feet from moving, and I kept running around all over China. At that time, I really wished China was a map, so I could just poke at it and go wherever I wanted. Fantasies are wonderful, but reality is deadly.

  I didn't find Chen Jiaoyan, not only couldn't I find Chen Jiaoyan, but He Sheng also died, that little kid just quietly disappeared, Yuan Zhi suddenly became an idiot, the whole person collapsed, I was really afraid that Yuan Zhi would cut himself with a knife at any time, it's true fear, because those bright and beautiful eyes were dead, inside had already died.

  I hugged this unresponsive only brother and said, Yuan Zhi, we must be fine, we must be fine.

  His little parrot is gone, Xiao He Sheng is gone, but Yuan Zhi this kid can't be gone too!

  Yuan Zhi finally made it through the year, thanks to another woman. I should be happy about it, but somehow I just can't seem to feel that way. The thing is, Yuan Zhi's gaze at that woman was really off, and he hasn't truly recovered in a meaningful sense. This makes me so frustrated, especially after all these years have passed and nothing has changed. What is this kid even doing? Has he lost his mind or something?

  Yuan Zhi's appearance seems normal but his inner self might be even more abnormal, which makes me worried. But I think the heavens finally took pity on my worrying and suddenly threw down a good news, almost knocking me out.

  He Sheng didn't die, He Sheng was found, nothing could be more delightful than this.

  Not only did I find He Sheng, but I also found Chen Jia Yin in that small place. When I saw her, I knelt down and thanked God in my heart. You're too kind to me, really!

  I no longer care about the thousands of miles I've searched for in the past, as long as I find it now.

  But you can't give a slap, then a sweet date, and finally a stick!

  Too cruel!

  Chen Jiayin got married and even had a baby!

  We used to have children too back in those days!

  What else can I say?

  Even if her husband doesn't look great and they don't have much family wealth, I still can't just take someone else's wife, right?

  Looking from afar, she was playing with the stroller and teasing the kid, finally picking up the kid and shaking him gently to coax him, while the man beside her had his arm around her shoulder with a silly smile on his face. I wished I were blind, then all thoughts disappeared.

  After that, I hid in the hotel and didn't go out. The day I was going to take He Sheng back, I went to Chen Jiaoyan's restaurant again. I thought that since I'm leaving this time and won't come back for the rest of my life, it's also worth coming to see them one more time.

  Chen Jiayin was still sitting at the not-so-good entrance, pushing the stroller with one hand. I walked in from beside her, it wasn't meal time, so there were no customers.

  A man wearing a white chef's uniform was humming a tune and chopping vegetables in the inner room. I walked over and knocked on the greasy glass board on the wall, and when he looked up, I pointed to the wall and said, "I'll have one of each dish from this side."

  The burly man wiped his hands and stood up, smiling at me: "Pack up and go?"

  "No need, eat here."

  "Hey!" He looked at me disapprovingly, "You can't finish it by yourself, what a waste. I won't make it."

  I think this guy's mother must have been mentally ill or something? He can't even make money when given it.

  But no matter what, she just wouldn't budge, I had no choice, in the end we only ordered three small stir-fries, very ordinary home cooking, the kind Chen Jia Yin used to make when we lived together.

  Just three dishes made out are different after all, the taste and dishes are different, I picked up chopsticks and tasted each one after getting up and going out.

  She was still sitting in the same posture as before. I finally slowed down my footsteps and said, "Your husband cooks well."

  Chen Jiayin didn't respond, I thought she probably didn't want to get entangled with me unnecessarily in this place, so I wisely walked away slowly.

  Near noon, the light was exceptionally bright, and the golden sunlight shone on that handsome man's body, his slender back now appeared sturdy, and his simple casual attire revealed his innate elegance.

  He won't know that his parrot has been watching his back until he disappears from sight, and he will never know that his parrot is silently calling out to him, tears streaming down!

  Thanks for the second hand grenade from Rabbit friend, you shouldn't have! ^_^