Chapter 41 Atmosphere Two Layers

  "What number am I?" I muffledly asked with a sob.

  "Huh? Which one again?" Holding me and sitting up, she asked doubtfully, how to answer the irrelevant question.

  I gently pushed him away and looked into his eyes: "How many times? How many girls have you done this to? Said these things to?"

  He stared blankly, a flash of realization in his eyes: "No! Xue. You're the first one! And the only one!"

  Hmph! As expected! Men only know this one trick. Am I the only one? Was I a three-year-old child? If it's just me, what about Lan Xi? What about Li Er? Are they not human? Ridiculous! The ones I caught were just these two, who knows how many more there are that I don't know about?!

  But why, there's a thought in my heart that actually wants to believe what he says?

  I know I like him. Even if I've never been in love before, no matter how clueless I am about romance, I still know that kind of heart-pounding feeling!

  But I don't want to admit it! I even want to forget this fact...

  I don't want to be like this now, but in the end I'm still covered in scars.

  If it were Xiao Ze, I believe he would be devoted to me and never let me get hurt. But it's not him anymore. Nowadays, he is always surrounded by women, and I've caught him twice already, how can I trust him?

  One person is enough! I don't want to be like those women who have been hurt in love, foolishly loving and foolishly hurting... This is absolutely not something that Han Xue Lian would do!

  I looked at him expressionlessly, got up and left his arms, my heart suddenly felt like a void. Turning around with my back to him, I didn't want him to see my pain: "That's enough. Get out! I'm tired."

  "Snow..." Cheng looked at her as she suddenly became cold and distant, somewhat puzzled, stretched out his hand to put it on her shoulder, but ultimately let it fall, "Then you rest well! I'll go first..."

  After he walked out of the room and closed the door, I collapsed weakly on the ground.

  Mom... I'm so tired...

  Compared to the sadness upstairs, downstairs is much more lively.

  Clouds, rain, fragrance, cherry blossoms and Miyagawa's ripples make a lively scene, with laughter filling the air.

  "Haha. Really? I'm dying...” Xīn hugged her stomach on the sofa, laughing uncontrollably, and the others also laughed heartily.

  "Hehe. Actually, I didn't expect him to be chased by hornets either... But since then, he's been taking a detour whenever he sees me!" Mikawa Eri's gaze was fixed tightly on Kaori, the unruliness in her eyes replaced with gentleness.

  The other three people saw it with their own eyes and were very clear in their hearts, but they didn't say anything. It's better for bystanders not to get involved in these things, let the parties concerned discover it themselves! However...

  Xiang looked at each other and couldn't stop laughing. The three of them were all sweating... I guess Miyagawa Wataru had been waiting for a while...

  "Huh? Cheng? You're back......" Yun glanced at Cheng who was coming down the stairs, and turned his head to look at him.

  She nodded slightly and walked over to sit down on the sofa.

  In an instant, all the cheers and laughter from just now disappeared, and the atmosphere suddenly became gloomy.

  Xin fiercely wiped away the tears of laughter and looked at Cheng, who was hanging his head, somewhat perplexed: "Cheng, how's Xue?"

  "She rested on top......" His flat tone didn't fluctuate, making it impossible to discern his emotions.

  "You must have talked about it already? What was Xue's reaction?" Yu poured a cup of water and placed it in front of Cheng, sitting down to look at him.