I sang my secret love into a song and gave it to you

  Lin Yixuan seemed to have vanished into thin air, and Lucy couldn't find his figure anywhere. She felt a little lost and walked across the street with a heavy heart.

  The sky suddenly darkened with thick clouds, and without warning, it started raining. Raindrops fell one by one to the ground, spreading out into black dots.

  Lucy Yang slightly tilted her head back, raindrops falling one by one on her face, but she didn't mind, continuing to walk quickly forward.

  Actually, she had an umbrella, but whether it was a sunny day or a rainy day, Lucy Yang didn't like to use it. This wasn't because she was being pretentious or trying to be artistic, the reason she didn't like using an umbrella was that when she was in elementary school, no matter how heavily it rained after school, her father and mother would never bring her an umbrella or pick her up from school. She would hide in the classroom, watching as other children were picked up by their parents one by one, waiting until the rain stopped, but she never waited for her own father and mother.

  One day after school, the rain was pouring down heavily until 7 pm. That evening, Lucy Yang waited in the classroom until 7 o'clock, but her parents still hadn't come to pick her up. At that time, she was so hungry that her eyes were dizzy and her lips turned white, yet she cried loudly and kept calling out for her mom.

  Before that, Lucy had heard a teacher tell a story. She couldn't remember what the story was about anymore, but she remembered that the villain in the story told the heroine who was seeking help that even if she shouted until her throat was hoarse, no one would come to save her. The heroine still shouted herself hoarse, and then a miracle happened - "hoarseness" really appeared.

  Then Lucy Yang never called out for her mom again, she changed to calling "Broken Throat". At that time, she naively thought that there really would be a "Broken Throat" in the world. The rain kept falling and never stopped, Lucy Yang's "Broken Throat" never appeared, just like dad and mom, it would never appear forever.

  After that, Lucy Yang developed the habit of carrying an umbrella wherever she went, but she rarely opened it because she hated umbrellas and hated the desperate feeling of being surrounded by hopelessness. She carried an umbrella just to deceive herself, and others would give her an umbrella only because they didn't bring one themselves.

  At this time, the rain was getting heavier and heavier. Lucy gritted her teeth and quickened her pace. Later, she simply ran out of breath, rushing into the school gate, crossing the wide cement road, and rushing into the girls' dormitory building in one breath.

  Although many people returned to school, the girls' dormitory building was exceptionally quiet. So when Lucas Yang walked up the stairs, he had already heard Gu Bai Mo's silvery laughter.

  Lucy Yang was soaked from head to toe, standing at the entrance of the dormitory and shivering. She gently shook her clothes and hair, splashing water droplets everywhere, then lightly pushed open the half-closed door. Her eyes landed on a large bag of snacks placed in the middle of the dormitory corridor. Bai Mo was leaning against his waist, with a lingering smile still on his face.

  "Lucy Yang, you're here." Bai Mo heard the noise and immediately looked towards the door. She saw Lucy Yang who was completely soaked from head to toe. Only then did she realize it was raining outside. Anxiously, she said, "Oh no, you've been drenched by the rain! Hurry up and change into some dry clothes or you'll catch a cold!"

  Lucy Yang ignored Bai Mo's words, and instead looked strangely at the large bag of snacks not far away, then glanced around the entire dormitory, only to find that everyone in the dormitory had arrived, and they were all standing in a row, casting her an envious gaze.

  Lucy Yang walked into the dormitory and asked Bai Mo in confusion: "What are you doing?"

  Bai Mu pulled out a large bag of snacks from the ground with her hands, smiled brightly, and then said mischievously: "Lu Senxiang sent it over, he said it was for you and me. I guess he probably has a crush on you and deliberately used me as a go-between."

  After hearing Bai Mo's answer, Lucy Yang was surprised. She wasn't surprised that Bai Mo said Lu Senxiang had a crush on her, but she felt very curious about why Lu Senxiang would send over a big bag of snacks for no reason. What made Lucy even more surprised was that Bai Mo's attitude towards Lu Senxiang seemed to have taken a 360-degree turn.

  So, Lucy Yang didn't believe what Gu Bai Mo said at all. She smiled and glanced at Bai Mo, throwing her backpack onto her own desk while laughing: "If it was sent by Lu Sen Xiang, wouldn't you have directly thrown it into the trash can?"

  "Bai Mo is telling the truth." At this time, another girl in the dormitory looked at Lu Xi Yang with a ambiguous smile and said, "Lu Sen Xiang is obviously pursuing you!"

  How is it possible?

  Lucy Yang just saw Lu Senxiang last night, nothing happened, and today she sent a big bag of snacks. Who would believe it? Although Lucy Yang has someone in mind, but Lu Senxiang likes whoever is impossible to like her!

  A stunning beauty standing next to Bai Mochou, and she was nothing in comparison. If the snacks were really sent by Lu Senxiang, then he must be pursuing Gu Bai Mochou! This is something even an idiot could guess!

  Bai Mo suddenly sneaked up to Lu Xi Yang, lightly bumped his shoulder with hers, and whispered in his ear: "Actually, after that day when we had noodles at the noodle shop, I found out that Lu Sen Xiang is actually a pretty good person. If he wasn't so easy to get close to girls, he's really not bad."

  Lucy Yang furrowed her brow slightly, looking puzzled as she stared at Gu Bai Mo, then glanced at the large bag of snacks on the floor. She didn't say anything, but used her eyes to ask Gu Bai Mo "So, you've also been tamed by him? Are you also infatuated?"

  Bai Mu understood the meaning of Lucy's eyes in just one second, and she pushed Lucy with a bad temper, then shouted loudly: "Lucy, I'm telling you, if you make an effort, you can get someone like Duan Chenliang, that kind of rich and handsome guy! In this way, the snacks we can eat will be imported!"

  At the end of the conversation, a pleasant laughter echoed through the dormitory, and Lucy Yang's face turned red from being teased by everyone. If it were in the past, hearing such playful jokes, even if she still didn't want to admit that she liked Duan Chenliang, listening to others tease her about him would make her heart feel sweet and warm, like being filled with honey.

  However, after what happened last night, Lucy felt that such laughter was like mocking her ignorance and one-sided wish.

  But then again, unrequited love is always a one-sided affair. It's like a song that's hard to sing out loud, requiring great courage to make it sound beautiful.

  Lucy Yang looked at the bright smiles on everyone's face, she wanted to disguise her unhappiness and laugh along with everyone, but no matter how hard she tried to move the corners of her mouth, she just couldn't smile.

  Unhappiness is just unhappiness, she's not like Bai Mo, who can still hum a tune and apply medicine for her after discovering that her boyfriend had run off with someone else.

  After a while, Bai Mo discovered that Lucy Yang still had no expression on her face. She thought Lucy was angry and immediately restrained her smile, walked to Lucy's side and said in a gentle tone: "Lucy, are you angry? I...I was just joking!"

  However, Lucy Yang did not respond to Bai Miao's apology. She silently pulled Bai Miao out of the dormitory and stood in the corridor, staring at him without blinking, asking: "Have you ever told Lin Yixuan my phone number?"

  Ba Miao frowned, not knowing why Lu Xi Yang would suddenly ask such a question, but facing Lu Xi Yang's serious face, she still nodded and said: "When we exchanged numbers, I happened to send your number to him."

  "Why did you casually give my number to someone else?" Lucy Yang struggled to hold back her indignation.

  "I gave him everyone's phone number in the dormitory at that time, so it would be convenient for him to contact me when he couldn't find me." Bai Mo bit her lip and heard Lu Xiyang's anger, but still looked at Lu Xiyang with full expectation, asking carefully, "What's wrong? Did he call your phone looking for me?"

  How could he still be looking for you?

  Lusiyang helplessly rolled her eyes, with a mocking smile she said to Bai Mo: "Gu Baimo, stop deceiving yourself!"

  As soon as Lucy said this sentence, she immediately regretted it.

  Lucy Yang regretfully looked at Bai Mo, the expectation in Bai Mo's eyes gradually turned into shock and crystal clear tears. Lucy Yang guiltily reached out to touch Bai Mo's shoulder, trying to apologize, but before she could finish saying "I'm sorry", Bai Mo directly pulled her hand away, ignoring her as she walked past.

  Actually, we're all the same, we all like to deceive ourselves and others.

  Sorry, I shouldn't have exposed you.

  I shouldn't have forced you to accept that cruel reality.

  Shouldn't have crushed your last bit of hope.

  You shouldn't be as desperate as I am at this moment.

  Lucy Yang stood rooted to the spot, her heart twisted like a knife.

  If we weren't so sensitive, would we be so easily impulsive and so easily hurt?

  A drop of water on her hair slid down the cheek of Lucy, she rubbed her eyes and sniffled, a chill from the soles of her feet spread throughout her body, making her shiver involuntarily.

  From then on, Bai Mo never spoke to Lucy again. The relationship between the two people suddenly changed from good friends to strangers. Even if they occasionally met each other's eyes unintentionally, Bai Mo would immediately avoid Lucy's gaze.

  But still thank you for entering my lonely world.

  Everyone, my pen name has been changed to Lin Wang Ge, so don't worry that the author has changed. It's still me telling you stories. The content of the story is still the same. Recently, I've been updating more diligently and the update time has become earlier.