Unrequited love is originally something that can't be seen by others (2)

  The twilight merged into four directions, and the sunset withdrew its last touch of red light.

  Lusi Yang stood in the dormitory corridor, quietly watching the students who walked into the school gate one after another. She suddenly thought that she was also a commuter student before, and at that time, the school was not far from home. Every day after school, she would be the first to rush out of the classroom, just to secretly follow behind Duan Chenliang and "go home" with him together. None of her classmates knew why this excellent student Lusi Yang would be so eager to finish school like a poor student, and then run out of the classroom at a speed of 100 meters per second.

  As time went on, such days continued for a long time, and Lucy Yang was naturally isolated by her classmates. The friendship of students is mostly based on the foundation of accompanying each other, perhaps you will think that there are still ten minutes between classes to cultivate friendship, but in those ten minutes between classes, girls generally find their usual companions to chat about various gossip. So when the girls in the class were chatting happily, Lucy Yang could only sit quietly in her seat and read various extracurricular books.

  Fortunately, she likes an excellent person who can inspire her to become a better and better person.

  Lucy Yang stood in the corridor for a long time, until her legs went numb and she came back to herself, turned around and walked into the dormitory. Until the bell rang before class, she didn't see Gu Bai Mo's figure returning, so Lucy Yang had no choice but to lock the door of the dormitory and go to the evening self-study alone.

  At that time, the teaching building was already filled with the sound of reading, loud and clear.

  As soon as Lu Xiyang sat down in his seat, Lu Man walked over with a smile and asked, "Where's Gu Bai Mo?"

  There were only a few people in the classroom, quietly reciting their lessons, and the reading sounds from other classes couldn't compare. So when Lu Man said something to Lucy Yang, her voice sounded exceptionally clear.

  Lucy Yang lowered her head, took out an English textbook and replied: "I don't know."

  "Did you tell her about sending me boxes to your dorm?" Lu Man smiled and looked forward to it.

  Lucy furrowed her brow, turning her large eyes to think for a moment before stopping the action in her hand. Lucy didn't expect that Lu Man would underestimate her intelligence so much.

  Does Lu Man think she's stupid? She wouldn't have such a talent for stirring up trouble.

  Lucy Yang took a deep breath, raised her eyelids and glanced at Lu Man, nodding very seriously.

  These years, Lucy Yang has been swimming in lies with ease, saying such lies is simply a piece of cake, without any effort.

  As expected, Lucy saw the triumphant expression that flashed across Luman's face. Luman just wanted to drive Lucy crazy and make her forget about Bai Mochi, but unfortunately, Lucy wasn't an idiot.

  Just as Lu Man thought she was right and turned back to her seat, the originally quiet classroom suddenly became rowdy.

  "He... who is he?"

  "My goodness! How did he end up in our classroom?"

  "He's really handsome!"

  ……

  Lucy Yang was perplexed, listening to the whispers of those around her while following everyone's gaze towards the classroom door.

  It's him.

  It's really him. The mobile phone mobile terminal first launch address:

  Lucy Yang's eyes widened in surprise, her gaze fixed tightly on the boy who appeared at their classroom door. The boy wore a light blue denim shirt, and although he still had no expression, his good-looking peach blossom eyes did not reveal any emotional messages, but the blue denim shirt on him gave off a sunny aura. He seemed to be a ray of sunlight in the morning, piercing through the dense foliage, shining into the vast forest, quiet and warm.

  He walked to the front of classroom No. 1 and took out a school badge from his pocket, gently placing it on the desk in front of him. The murmurs in the classroom seemed to make him somewhat puzzled, he slightly furrowed his brow, and when he raised his head and glanced at the entire boiling classroom with confusion, some girls even screamed hysterically.

  It was also then that Lucy Yang discovered that her unrequited love had become a habit, one that was deeply ingrained in her heart and would always make her feel inferior.

  However, her secret love made her humble as dust, yet she yearned to bloom into a flower.

  So, when Duan Chenliang raised his head to scan everything in front of him, Lucy Yang seemed to be afraid that her emotions would be discovered and quickly lowered her head, but secretly hoped that he could find a quiet her in this noisy classroom.

  Suddenly, a voice pierced through the air and entered Lucien's eardrum: "Lucien."

  In the already noisy classroom, this voice was like a thunderclap. Lucas Yang's heart trembled slightly, and he suddenly looked up to see the boy sitting at the first table holding up the school badge that Duan Chenliang had placed on his desk, shouting, "Your school badge!"

  Lucy Yang's pupils suddenly dilated, and she stared incredulously at the school emblem hanging from the boy's hand. The deep blue strap was dazzling under the fluorescent light. She tried hard to recall, but couldn't remember when she had lost her school emblem.

  "Lucy Yang, are you going to take your school badge or not?" The boy from just now shouted loudly at Lucy Yang who was still in a daze.

  Lucy Yang didn't come to her senses until she heard the boy's shout. She quickly looked towards the door and saw that Duan Chenliang was about to turn around and leave. So, she hastily rushed to seat number one, but by the time she reached the position where Duan Chenliang had just been standing, he had already disappeared from the classroom doorway.

  She thought she could take the opportunity to get closer to him a little bit.

  But she still didn't realize that she was one step late. Just like all those years, she had been following in his footsteps, striving to become as excellent as him, no matter how many times she came first, she would always be one step behind him. By the time she entered the classroom of the top students with the best grades in school, he had already moved on to higher education, and it was impossible for her to study in the same classroom as him, he would forever be one grade ahead of her.

  Lucy Yang listlessly took over the school badge from the boy's hand, and didn't know whether it was because of the hot weather or because the school badge had been tucked in Duanchen Liang's pocket for too long. The originally temperatureless school badge actually had a warm feeling. Lucy Yang treasured her own school badge even more, tightly grasping it and carefully feeling the remaining warmth transmitted to her palm.

  She was willing to believe that the remaining warmth was left by him.

  As she walked back to her seat with her head down, sitting in the position and repeatedly studying the one-inch photo on the school emblem, a sense of disappointment arose from the bottom of her heart. A face that was somewhat chubby, eyes that were dull and even slightly narrowed, looked like it hadn't woken up yet, this photo was really ugly.

  Lusi Yang originally thought that her school badge being picked up by Duan Chenliang was a kind of fate, this fate brought her endless joy and excitement, but when all the exciting emotions were placed in front of the one-inch photo on the school badge, she suddenly hoped that none of this had ever happened.

  Lucy quietly stuffed the school badge in her hand into her backpack, maybe she was thinking too much, it's possible that others didn't notice the person on the badge.

  "Lucy Yang." At this time, Lucy Yang heard Lu Man's sarcastic voice, "You wouldn't... You wouldn't have fallen in love with him too, would you?"

  Lucy Yang slightly raised her head and saw Lu Man leaning against Gu Bai Mo's desk with a curious expression.

  Lucy Yang decided to play dumb and asked in confusion: "Who? Who is he?"

  "Duan Chenliang!" Lu Man rolled her eyes, lifted her hand to tidy up her slanted bangs, and continued saying, "Hey, you can keep pretending! But I'm telling you, don't think that a school emblem can represent anything! Don't be delusional, how could they possibly look up to you?"

  Although Lucy didn't like Lu Man, she knew it wasn't necessary to take Lu Man's words to heart, but when Lucy heard the last sentence Lu Man said, she still felt a sting in her chest.

  "I don't know who you're talking about." Lucy Yang lowered her head and didn't want to bother with Lu Man anymore.

  "But it was the person who just returned the school emblem to you! Lucas Yang, I really can't believe you don't know Duanchen Liang. How could you, you both graduated from the same middle school? I just don't get it, why do you have to pretend, what's the point? Could it be... that you think you're not good enough for him? Afraid to admit you like him? But it's better this way! What would Duanchen Liang see in someone like you?"

  Lu Man rattled on like a tape recorder, saying a lot of things. Lucy Yang rolled her eyes in disgust and was about to raise her head to refute Lu Man when she saw Gu Bai Mo standing behind Lu Man, not knowing when he had appeared there.

  "Let me through." Gu Bai Mo said as he used his arm to push Lu Man aside, directly squeezing her into the middle of the aisle.

  Lu Man glared fiercely at Gu Bai Mo, but Gu Bai Mo seemed completely nonchalant, calmly sitting back in his seat and then neatly pulling out his English textbook to recite words with a pretentious air.

  Lucy Yang raised the corner of her mouth with a hint of schadenfreude, although she didn't say anything out loud, but in her heart, she was extremely grateful to Bai Mo for helping her vent her anger.

  Lu Man was so angry with Gu Bai Mo that her nostrils flared, she glared at him with gritted teeth for a while before reluctantly returning to her seat. The moment Lu Man turned around, both Luo Xi Yang and Gu Bai Mo couldn't help but burst out laughing, and by then the reading sounds in the classroom were loud enough to drown out their laughter.

  Lucy Yang looked up and saw her class teacher standing on the podium, only then did she understand why the reading sound in the classroom suddenly became so loud.

  After a while, Bai Mo gently patted Lucien's shoulder and said seriously: "In the future, don't bother with this kind of person. What they say is not human language, no need to listen."

  "Hmm." Lucas replied softly.

  Although she appeared obedient on the surface, Lucy's heart still felt uncomfortable. The words spoken by Lu Man kept echoing in her ears.

  Don't be delusional, how could they possibly look up to you?

  How could Duan Chenliang possibly take a liking to someone like you?

  What kind of person am I?

  Not pretty enough, or not gentle enough? Or just a bookworm look?

  Still... no matter what kind of person I am, Duan Chenliang always looks down on this kind of person?

  Lucy Yang had been secretly smiling wryly to herself, perhaps Lu Man was right. The reason she kept denying knowing Duan Chenliang was because she didn't dare admit the feelings hidden deep within her heart.

  The closer something is yet forever out of reach, the more it makes people unwilling to give up, and the more they refuse to admit it.

  So she carefully hid her true self, watching as one girl after another who was braver and more beautiful and more excellent than her confess their love in vain. She was indeed afraid that he wouldn't like her, afraid that he would reject her just like he rejected others, but what she feared even more was that the unrequited love of seven years would become a joke to others.

  "Lusiyang, what are you spacing out about? Are you really into that Duan Chenliang?" Ba Mo suddenly leaned in close to Lusiyang's ear and said with a snicker.

  Lucy Yang was startled by Bai Mo's sudden approach, she didn't respond to his questioning but instead hung her head in silence, looking guilty.

  Bai Mo saw that Lucyang wasn't speaking, so she playfully blew air into Lucyang's ear. Lucyang's ears itched from Bai Mo's blowing and couldn't stop dodging and evading.

  Because they were worried about being caught by the head teacher, before Gu Bai Mo stopped, Lu Xi Yang anxiously said: "Gu Bai Mo, stop blowing, it's not what you think!"

  She couldn't help but giggle as she gazed at Lucy Yang, who was showing a side of herself that Gu Bai had never seen before. With her neat bangs, naturally black hair falling to her shoulders with a slight inward curl, and a pair of bright, clear eyes, combined with her now rosy cheeks, she looked absolutely adorable.

  "If it wasn't, what's with your red face?" Gu Bai Mo couldn't help but reach out and touch Lucy Yang's cheek.

  "Too lazy to care about you." Lucien Yang turned his face away, pretending to look at his textbook.

  After a while, Bai Mo didn't say anything else. Lucy thought she was angry and turned to look at her, only to find that Bai Mo had also turned around and was looking at her very seriously. Then, with an equally serious expression, she said: "Lucy, accompany me to go for a run tomorrow afternoon after school."

  "Ah?" Lucy Yang looked at Gu Bai Mo in surprise, not understanding what Gu Bai Mo was going to do.

  Lusiyang clearly remembered that at the beginning of the school year, Gu Bai Mo had told her that the thing he hated most in this life was exercise. At that time, Lusiyang secretly admired Gu Bai Mo, even though he didn't like exercising, his figure wouldn't be fat, and on the contrary, on 16-year-old Gu Bai Mo's body, Lusiyang knew what "curvy beauty" meant.

  "It's settled then, you're coming with me tomorrow!" Gu Bai Mo didn't give Lu Xi Yang a chance to refuse, and instead loudly started reading English vocabulary.

  Ruxi Yang didn't know what Bai Mo was trying to do. Was he just simply wanting to run? Simply wanting to exercise his body?

  Impossible. Lucas shook his head silently, racking his brains but unable to figure out why Gu Bai Mo would suddenly want to go for a run.

  But anyway, Duan Chenliang, I'm here.

  I have brought with me the courage accumulated over many years to meet you, to meet the light of youth.