I am not the heroine

  "You think of me like this?" Yu Tian asked me with a deflated tone.

  I felt a little guilty and turned my head away without answering.

  In the second half of the journey, we didn't communicate anymore. When drinks were being distributed, he still asked for a cup of warm water on my behalf. I sneezed again and he still took my hand and rubbed it in his palm.

  I couldn't bear it when my nose tingled, and he took the opportunity to press my head onto his shoulder. Such a simple and warm gesture, I really couldn't resist, but at the same time, I felt a little disappointed that I couldn't hold back.

  After getting off the plane, Yu Tian caught up with me and said, "Si Xi, let's talk, starting from four years ago."

  I was stunned for a moment, then nodded. Actually, my head is particularly heavy. So after getting on Yu Tian's car, I did another thing that made him very annoyed, I fell asleep, sleeping soundly, and the opportunity to have a good chat was lost for no reason.

  When I arrived at the bottom of my apartment building, Yu Tian pushed me and I opened my eyes dazedly.

  He looked at me with an amused expression, "Had enough sleep?"

  "Uh-huh."

  Then I fainted, because Yu Tian kissed me again, just like the scene in Hong Kong dramas, where the male lead sends the female lead home, and before getting out of the car, the male lead wants to kiss the female lead.

  I remember next should be the heroine asking if you want to go upstairs for a cup of coffee and have something to eat.

  The real question is whether to go upstairs and roll a bed sheet or not.

  I didn't do that, not because I'm arrogant, but because I understand I'm not the heroine, unbearable, and I started to feel depressed again. At the same time, I deeply despise myself. Yu Tian, what does he take me for? How could I not be angry?

  When I got off the car, I was even thinking that Yu Tian would slightly retain me, but he said that he had accumulated too much work and must go back to the company for a while, and also leave for another city in the afternoon to discuss the contract.

  I felt quite depressed in my heart, but I couldn't say I was wronged. I stood still and waved goodbye to him, and I didn't know if I had covered up the reluctance well. But before Yu Tian left, he said to me, "Wait for me to come back."

  "If I come back and don't see you, you're dead for sure."

  "Can you kill me?"

  "I hope you're the first person I see when I get back."

  He said he would start the car and leave tomorrow, very carefree, leaving me with two rows of exhaust gas.

  After that, I really didn't return to Japan as originally planned because I got sick. It wasn't serious, just a cold, but every day my eyes were swollen like a ghost wandering around at home. Forget about security checks, even my own mom kept her distance from me and asked if I had an infectious disease.

  I'm quite angry, so I forced the old lady to take care of me.

  This time I was sick and a bit lonely, because except for my mom and Uncle Lin who took care of me, no one else came to visit. Lin Yue seemed to be on a business trip too, before it was early out and late back, this time there was no one at all. Chunzi and Google didn't come to see me because Chunzi was pregnant, when I heard the news I was drinking water, almost choked to death.

  But as soon as I hung up the phone, I covered myself with a blanket and cried for a while. Really, I was happy for them, meeting, falling in love, getting married, having children, I also want this kind of happiness.

  It's been almost a week and I've finally recovered from my illness. When I was about to go back to the company to handle my resignation, I ran into Lin Jing. That kid wanted to hide as soon as he saw me, but I still managed to catch him.