Chapter 47: Sakura's Leisure Time Extra

  In the cherry blossoms that seem fragile but are filled with endless sorrow, a pure-blood princess was born. From birth, she was given the title of "Pure Blood" and the name of "Crimson Sakura Family". Unconsciously, she was also given the nickname of "Madoka Hime". In her subconscious mind, she had grown accustomed to believing that she would be the one who would not be controlled by fate. However, she is still a pitiful person who cannot defy the arrangements of fate. —— Crimson Sakura

  From the moment I was born, people have been avoiding me like a monster, or fearing and revering me. Even my family is no exception. I am a precious beast locked in a magnificent cage, and humans are naturally the ones who are thrown into the cage as my prey. Every time my fangs pierce their bodies, they struggle desperately, but can only watch helplessly as the blood flows out of their bodies like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. Each time I see the fear of death in their eyes, I couldn't help but mock them - look at humans, such small and pitiful creatures.

  A long, long time ago, I had already been living in a cage. The time was so long that even I couldn't remember it clearly, and the loneliness transformed my deepest emotions into madness. I often thought to myself alone, "Was I really happy just because I was born as a pure-blood? Was I really happy just because I possessed unparalleled abilities?" At least, in my dictionary, "happiness" wasn't defined so simply and emptily. But deep down, I knew that as Kurenai Satsuki, I only wanted to be an ordinary vampire, or even an ordinary human being, and live an ordinary life - have a loving partner who loved me, have children who were carefully raised from childhood... I smiled mockingly at myself, if it were really like that, how wonderful would it be... But I am a pure-blood, I am Kurenai Satsuki, so you are destined to be lonely since birth.

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  "You're very lonely."

  The cherry blossoms are about to bloom, and I wander aimlessly alone in the corridor, overcome with sorrow. As a pure-blooded noble, I was raised behind bars from a young age, and what I long for most is the most ordinary thing - "freedom". By chance, one time, through the wooden bars, you saw a boy who was also a pure-blooded noble like you. His brown eyes flowed with a hint of sadness, and he unconsciously muttered these words.

  The boy raised his head and gazed at the azure sky above, smiling somewhat despondently. "This is a prison."

  She knew what the boy meant, not the small dark room that held him captive, but the world of blood kin under this sky. This was a cage, and no matter how hard he struggled, it was an inescapable cage.

  "You don't have anyone's company, so you're very lonely."

  "And you?"

  "Ah..." His face suddenly brightened, with a captivating smile. "By my side, there is someone very important to me, she is the only treasure I cherish in this world."

  Is it? So you're not lonely anymore. Because you've found your own sun, will I have my own sunshine...

  It was only later that she found out that the boy was the eldest son of the Kuran family, Kuran Sō. The son of Kuran Yū and Kuran Tsurugi. It's probably not just that, though - that boy, with eyes like he'd experienced all the hardships in the world and then found his own unique happiness. That sun was his younger sister and fiancée, the child known as Yuki-onna, also known as Yukino.

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  "You will marry Lord Li Tu." Her mother appeared in front of her, with an expression that didn't waver. She simply informed her, without giving her the right to refuse, and all she could do was comply.

  That depraved and enchanting Juran Lee Toh, the master of the Juran family. With a pair of heterochromatic eyes, one blue and one red, he is a ruthless and brutal pure-blooded noble.

  It was strange that she was swept into a whirlpool-like airflow and lost consciousness, when she woke up, there was a girl lying beside her, a five-year-old human girl. Looking at her face reminded her of that boy, the pure-blooded noble named Juran Shu.

  The girl woke up, her eyes were pure and clear, making her start taking care of herself unconsciously. She lost all her memories, like a newborn baby, but her smile was like the sun shining into her heart. Her learning ability was super strong, just like a blood relative, intelligent and beautiful. Now she is called Kairi Sakura, her smile is like sunlight, but her temperament and appearance are like cherry blossoms, weak and strong at the same time.

  This world has no vampires, this is a world that belongs entirely to humans.

  I once thought of living with her in this world, and in the life I spent with her, I tasted the flavor of freedom and sunshine. But it was like a dream. When I opened my eyes again, I returned to that blood clan's world, and time hadn't changed, it was still the night after I learned I would marry Jiu Lan Li Tu.

  Another new bait was thrown into the cage, a very handsome and gentle man. Originally, from my standpoint and that of the man, it was absolutely impossible for us to combine, I was a precious beast protected in a luxurious cage. The man was thrown into the cage as my bait. Unlike other humans who were usually timid, he just gazed at me quietly, his eyes filled with gentleness. Suddenly, I thought of not treating him as food but as someone to talk to, this was the first time I was so obsessed, and without hesitation, I turned the man into a vampire. I think that man never forgave me until the end, only when he said let's escape together did he not hesitate. But what awaited him in his fate was...

  Cherry blossoms in full bloom, I quietly filled with joy, for the first time having freedom, for the first time having hope, and also for the first time understanding despair and endless madness. I fell in love with a former human LEVELD, truly fell in love. However, that man died because of me, dying at the hands of hunters chasing LEVELDs.

  I couldn't stop my vengeful heart, and I came to the domain of the Konoe family. My bitter heart, tears falling uncontrollably - this is what it means to be a vampire's love. In the cherry blossoms that bloomed out of season, I met those twins, the Konoe family's twins. Seeing them, my heart felt a small surprise, for in the Hunter's world, when twins are born, the stronger one in the womb will devour the weaker one, but it was clear that this boy was far too gentle.

  Then, on that quiet night, I met my younger twin brother again. I sat alone on the wildly blooming cherry blossom tree, expressionless, with tears hanging on my face.

  "See you again..."

  "Why cry alone here? Is there something sad?"

  "You're the one... bound by suffering and unable to move..."

  “……”

  I looked at my younger twin brother who was biting his lips with a sorrowful gaze and smiled as I stretched out my hand.

  "Are you afraid of him? Do you want to walk with me?"

  "You're the second person closest to me..."

  "Have you also lost the meaning of living?"

  "Follow me? I will give you a forever healthy body..."

  "So, are you coming with me, then?"

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  I and a strand of fate only have a little bit of imagination, two people with no place to go can become each other's support. It's not as a joke, but I really think so. After that, for four years, pretending not to notice your feelings, then continuing to keep a distance, the pure-blooded obsession with the other's fate, only seeing destruction. I couldn't stop myself from avenging my heart and killing your parents, you must be very resentful of me.

  I thought I would never see the girl who gave me my first ray of sunshine again, but she appeared at Kurosu Academy. She hasn't changed a bit, still that crybaby kid. Later, I found out that she was actually Jurai's sun, Jurai Yukiji. She can still see right through people's hearts so easily, and with just one phrase, she mercilessly exposed my thoughts, ruining my plans.

  She made me face my emotions again, and a wisp of smoke was born. A child with nowhere to go cried, no, not a child anymore, unknowingly grown up. I only hope not to turn him into a vampire, unknowingly, his existence began to change. Even thought about forgetting revenge and escaping to the end of the world together. No way out, even if humans and vampires coexist, the future can only be like that person, clearly only hell...

  Sakura broke the status quo, giving me her fresh blood, a blood filled with infinite power. I turned him into a member of the Blood Clan, and when I asked him "Do you want to be with me forever?", I saw his joyful expression as he regained his vitality, letting me know that he really liked me after all. Sakura's blood was magical, turning him into a LEVEL B, possessing powers no less than those of a true Blood Clan member, most importantly, he wasn't my servant.

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  Cherry blossoms, it's great to have met you in this life.